Insanely Obsessive {Zayn&Harry} -Bwwm

Eleven:

HAPPY LATE VALENTINES DAY (^_−)☆

      Riding on the back of J lil's bike we pass Harry's house. Despite how fast we're going when I look at it everything is like freeze framed. I see a girl running to her car shoes in hand and when she gets there she turns and zips up her skirt. She glances up at us and my breath catches in my chest, it's Jennifer. I bite my lip and my chest caves in. Tears start flowing and I try to catch my breath. When the bike stops I hop off and run into my house and up my room without a word to J lil. I fall down face first on my bed sobbing uncontrollably. I bury my face into my pillow screaming. It doesn't muffle my screams very well but I'm hoping it will suffocate me. I keep screaming at the pain hoping it will flow out with my tears but it doesn't. It's like with every scream the pain gets worse. It's like I'm being crushed and ripped apart at the same time. I feel like every one of my ribs is smashing into my heart puncturing it. But at the same time I feel like my soul is being ripped apart. I hear Dre trying to open my door but it's locked. The pain is unbearable. My body starts to shake and I scream into my pillow. I can hear Dre pounding on the door now. My tears don't stop but the screams do. I can't make anymore noise. I just lie facedown on my pillow shaking from pain hoping to suffocate myself or to drown in my own tears. I lie there for a few minutes and I get sleepy. I can feel myself losing consciousness and breathing more slowly and more shallow. I'm vaguely aware of Dre somehow getting my door open and touching my arm. He pulls my head up from the pillow and my body gasps in air. I open my eyes and look at him. "Toni what the hell?! Were you trying to kill yourself or something? " I feel the tears start up again and Dre lies down with me.

       When I get up for school I'm wearing a loose grey hoodie over a tight baby blue tank top and black sweatpants over dark blue booty shorts. I put on black sneakers and pull my curls back into a ponytail. I go towards my car and I can hear Dre following me, "Toni are you ok? " I nod and swing my book bag into the car. "Where are you going dressed like you're about to fight? " I get in the car and roll down the passenger side window, "I'm going to school on a mission today. " I flash him a smile and pull off.

I speed to the school and when I get there I start lurking. All the pain from last night has developed into pure rage. I start roaming the halls looking. Finally I spot the group of popular people. I go up to them and pull Liam out of the way and look Jennifer in her face. "Did you fuck my boyfriend skank? " Everyone looks at me shocked. She laughs, "What? " I get closer to her, "You heard me bitch. Did you put my boyfriend's dick into your stank ass loose ass excuse of a pussy? It's a simple ass yes or no fucking question. " She looks at Liam then her friends  "I did, and it was great. What are you going to do about-" Before she can finish I wrap my hand up in her long blonde hair and starts smashing her face in with my fist. I pull her hair back and smash her head into a wall. She punches me a couple times but it doesn't hurt. She scratches me a lot and pulls at my clothes but I don't give a damn. She yanks herself away leaving me with a fist full of hair. She tries to run but I chase her down and tackle her. Her face smashes into the linoleum and I hear her scream. She scrambles to her feet but I grab her hair and snatch her back down. I sit on her stomach and start punching as hard as I can and I don't stop until I'm pulled off of her by my waist. I throw all my weight back towards her but whoever has me has me good. I stop moving and they put me down it was Mr. Malik. "Everyone get to class. " I look down at Jennifer and she reaches up for Liam whining his name but he just steps over her and continues on to his class. Mr. Malik looks at me, "Get to class. And if you don't want to get into trouble I suggest you wear something nice and be ready by eight sharp. Happy Valentine's Day Toni. " Crap it is Valentine's Day. Today is gonna suck.

      My last class before lunch is health which is right after chemistry. Mr. Wellings is our health teacher. Both Liam and Jennifer are in this class. Mr. Wellings has us stand in two lines a girl line and a guy line the lines facing each other. I'm across from a guy named Jacob. I'm on the complete opposite end of the line from Jennifer and Liam is across from her. "Now today is Valentine's Day which is a very romantic and sexual holiday. I'm here to encourage you to be in control of you're own body. I'll do this by first trying a little exercise that should embarrass you guys enough not to try anything. " All the guys look at each other. Luke is diagonal from me and he is the last guy in the line. The last girl who is next to me and across from Luke is a girl named Ashley. "Now, I'm going to place a balloon between you and the person across from you. After 60 seconds or after the first balloon pops girls move to your right. Guys if the balloon pops we know why. Good luck. " He places a balloon between each of us. "Now girls put your arms around the guys' neck and guys put your arms around the girls' waist and on her butt. " We do what he says and stand still. I only have on the tank top and shorts that were under my sweats. My hoodie had Jennifer's blood all over it and she managed to rip my sweatpants off me. Jacob looks up trying not to look at me probably, I mean I'm nothing special. No balloons pop which seems to make Jennifer angry. "Seriously Liam. I mean I know I don't look my best today but you should at least me attracted to me from past times. Or because you care about me. " She rolls her eyes and the sixty seconds is up. I move over to Luke. Mr. Wellings puts the balloon between us. I put my arms around his neck and Luke smiles nervously. I don't feel as bad with Luke because other than Calum he's like my only friend. Luke slowly places his hands on my butt and Mr. Wellings starts the timer. Not even 5 seconds in the balloon between Luke and I pops and I jump surprised. A few girls scream. I look up at Luke but he won't look up at me then I'm pushed over. I go over to Liam and I see Jennifer scowling at me two people down. When the balloon is placed between us I smile at Liam. He's my friend still even if Harry and I are over. He smiles too and puts his arms around my waist. I put my hands up around his neck. Mr. Wellings starts the time and Liam puts his hands on my butt. I can actually feel his fingertips on my skin. He starts off looking up and my smile fades. When he does look down at me the balloon bursts. I look down at the busted balloon on the floor. Liam bites his lip and glances at me. Jennifer comes up to me. I jump at her and she flinches then turns to Liam, "What the hell Liam!? " She points to me, "This ugly bitch can turn you on but I can't?! Well maybe you should start having sex with her. " She swings her arm back to slap him but I grab her wrist before she can, "Leave him alone. Maybe he's turned on by a girl who can hold their own, or by a girl who can keep her legs closed, or a girl who can keep from getting her ass whooped. " She glares at me and pulls free to leave. I hear a few people laughing but I just move to the next guy.

      When I get to my house the first thing I see when I get in the living room is Mr. Malik. "Mr. Malik? What are you doing here? I mean- " My dad comes and stands next to him, "He's Zayn in this house Toni. And he decided to study under me so he can start teaching history at your school. At the rate he's going he'll be ready in a week or two. He's really good. " Zayn smiles, "I didn't graduate early for nothing. College too. " I smile again, "Well dad I'm going out at eight tonight. Don't wait up. " He nods, "Ok. " I run upstairs and get started on homework. I finish it all in about two hours it's like six thirty. I decide to get in the shower. I'm surprised my dad didn't ask about my clothes. In the shower I wash off some of Jennifer's blood and find my very minimal amount of scratches. Five on my thighs, one on my neck, and one on my chest. When I get out the shower and into my room it's almost 7:15. There is a cute red dress on my bed. I pick it up and look at it. It's low cut and the half the back is missing. Then it comes about knee length and there are black lace stockings and silver heels. I put the clothes on carefully sliding into the silver heels last. I let my hair down grab the silver purse on my desk and go downstairs. My mom and dad and Dre smile at me when I get to the living room. I smile a little then step outside. It's only 7:58 but oh well two minutes outside won't kill me. When Zayn pulls up I get in his black charger. I can't see him once the door is closed. He puts something on my lap, "Cover your eyes. " I pick up the blindfold hesitantly and open my mouth. He interrupts, "No questions until we get there. " I close my mouth and tie the blindfold around my eyes. "How many fingers am I holding up right now? " I turn my head towards him, "I dunno, two? " He rubs what feels like the pad if his thumb across my bottom lip then down my neck and he pulls off.

      Eventually we stop and Zayn helps me out of the car. I hear people talking and I can smell food, it smells so good. He takes both of my hands and leads me to a chair. I sit down and I can smell food in front of me. I hear him go to his seat and slide in. I can still hear people talking though. "You can take it off now. " I untie the blindfold and take it off. I look around and see people and we're in a fancy restaurant. I look at Zayn, he's in a black suit with a black shirt. There is an elegant looking plate of food in front of me and a glass of wine. Zayn picks up his glass and holds it out for us to toast, "Happy Valentine's Day Toni. " I clink my glass to his lightly, "Happy Valentine's Day Zayn. But I'm not old enough to drink this wine. " Zayn looks around then smiles at me, "I won't tell if you won't. " I smile and take a sip of the wine. It's really good. I also take a bite of the food, that's good too. "So, Zayn, where are we why did you bring me here? " Zayn eats a little too, "Every gorgeous young lady deserves to be wined and dined at least once. Valentine's day is just a man's excuse. Besides I know about you and Harry. " A scab from last night opens a little but I take a gulp of wine and it closes back up nicely. "We're at Picasno de Alaramasi one of the nicest restaurants in town. Do you like it? " I nod and drink a little more wine. I feel that sip go right to my veins so I cool it on the cup. I eat the food and it tastes better than words can describe. Pretty soon we've gone through four courses and the cute waiter is putting dessert in front of us. "I have one last question, why are you studying history under my father? " He takes a bite of the cake we just got, "I was waiting for this one. Simple: I want to be closer to you. Studying under him puts me in your house, and teaching history gives me two consecutive classes with you. " I take a few bites too, "I don't know if I should be flattered or creeped out. " I laugh a little. He looks at his watch then smiles, "We ought to be getting back to my place soon. " I look up at him, "Whoa, Zayn this was nice but I'm not going home with you. That was a one time thing. " He looks at me, "I think you will. " He shows me his phone and it's a video of us having sex. I give him the phone back, "Oh my gosh what are you doing with that? Don't you send it to anyone please. You won't will you?  " He smiles at me, his smile is kind of starting to get creepy, "It depends on you. Are you ready to go? " I nod. He stands and helps me up, "Ok. I paid in advance so, after you. " I walk towards the door and we exit into the cool night air.