Insanely Obsessive {Zayn&Harry} -Bwwm

Five:

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As soon as I untie my shirt there is a knock on my window. I open it and Harry slides in. I smile at him, "What are you doing? Why didn't you just call? " He shrugs, "Take's away from the whole classic 80's 'sneak in a window' theme I was going for. " He hugs me, "I heard you were crying today before History. Just, don't mind those bimbos. I love you, and they are just shallow bitches. " I roll my eyes, "Yeah but they're pretty. I'm not. " Harry looks me deep in my eyes, "Hey, you are beautiful, way more than them. They wear pounds of makeup just to look as beautiful as you with nothing. " I just nod, I can feel tears building up, "I don't feel like being lied to right now Harry. Just, lie down with me. " The thing Mr. Malik said to me still lingers in my brain, 'Toni you're so perfect.' That was a major lie. Harry and I lie down on the bed, he lies behind me and puts his arms around me. Spooning, not bad. He strokes my hair out of my face, "I wasn't lying. Believe me. " I frown and I can feel a lump forming in my throat as it closes over the sobs I'm not releasing, "Mhmm. " He turns me so I'm facing him, "I can show you how beautiful you really are. " He kisses me and starts to unbutton my shirt. "No, Harry stop. " He keeps kissing, I can feel his warm tongue on mine. He gets my shirt open and reaches for my skirt. He takes the button out and searches for the zipper. "Harry, I don't want to do this. " He massages my bottom lip with his lips, "Just let me show you? " He puts his hand on my butt. "No means no Harry. " I jump a little and we both look back to see Dre. Harry sits up so quickly I barely even feel it. Dre glares at Harry, "I'm sorry Dre. I was just trying to- " "I know what you trying to do. But she said no. And if she says no you take that thing away or I'll cut it off. " Harry shifts slightly uncomfortable. Dre looks at me, "Toni, are you alright? Do you need me to- " "No. I'm fine Dre. We're ok. " Dre nods and leaves with one last glare at Harry. I start rebuttoning my shirt.

Once the door closes Harry shivers, "Well it just got 30 degrees warmer in here. " I giggle. "I'm serious. I'm more afraid of your brother than I am afraid of your father. " I nod, "Well yeah. My parents weren't exactly parents so Dre used to take care of me, and once I got old enough we started taking care of Jamal and Treyvon (my other little brother, the youngest: seventh grade.) And he hasn't been here to protect me in four years. " Harry lies back down with me, "Yeah, I guess. " He puts his arms back around me. "You know Harry. If you really do want sex that bad I won't blame you if you call one of those girls. " I bite my bottom lip. "I don't want it that bad. Why would you even say something like that? I love you Toni. " I look down at the ring on my finger, "Yeah, but I don't want sex and it isn't fair for me to deprive you of something you clearly need. It's like me taking air away from you. " He sits up angrily, "Why do you think that sex is so important to me? " I sit up too, "Because I have three brothers and I know how important sex is to guys, or any teenager and I just want you to have what you need and what you want and right now I don't think I am what you need. And I can't give you what you want. I want to but I can't. " He looks at me, "But you're what I want. I don't understand why you don't see that. " I stand up, "Because you don't need me, and sometimes what you want isn't good for you. What you need is one of those pretty perfect white girls. " He stands up too, "No! I don't need them, nor do I want them! Why can't you see that I need the beautiful perfect black girl standing right in front of me?!?! I can't live without you, I need you and I want to have you forever! Look at your hand! I waited all this time to tell you I loved you even though I've known it since we met! I even proposed to you so you would know just how serious I am! I don't know how else to show you how much I need you! " A couple of tears slide down my face, "But for how long? You don't know. When we go off to college next year you could meet your soulmate and then I'll just be left to be alone for the rest of my life. " He takes my hand with the ring on it, "I met my soulmate in sixth grade. " He moves the ring around on my finger, "This is my proof. " I look down at the ring, "Harry, you were angry, scared, and probably drunk when you proposed to me. " He shakes his head and kisses me softly.