Insanely Obsessive {Zayn&Harry} -Bwwm

Sixteen

⚠.... Explicit .... ⚠

I wake up the next morning at around five am. I fell asleep in a puddle of tears last night after realizing the hoodie I was wearing all day yesterday was Harry's. I couldn't make myself take it off though. I still have it on. Yesterday on my way home I felt like I was being followed. I kept seeing the same car, it looked a lot like Zayn's. I walk over to my desk mirror and look at the hoodie. I feel like I should cry again but my tear ducts are bone dry. I walk past my closet then stop. I have a weird feeling that I'm not alone. I turn to the closet, it looks like they're is a small knick in the wood. I put my hand on the doorknob, I hope it's Zayn here to kill me. I snatch open the door but all I'm greeted by is clothes. Just before I'm about to shut the door I notice something. Right on my basket of clean clothes I forgot to hang up is something white, I don't wear much white. I pick it up and notice it's that jersey that Zayn put me in twice. I drop it and put my hands in my pockets. Then suddenly an arm wraps around my waist and before I can scream something wet is clamped down over my face. I breath in and try to scream but it's just a squeal. I start to panic, despite what I said I am not in the mood to die today. I notice that I'm breathing slowly and my eyes are closing. My weight is slowly being supported more and more by this person. A guy I'm assuming because I can hear a masculine voice in my ear saying, "Shhhhhhh... " I lose all control of my body and I feel myself slump over into the guy's arms. My eyes close and I can no longer feel anything all I hear is the quiet gentle shhhh in my ear...

When I open my eyes I see myself and I know exactly where I am. Zayn's bed. My legs are spread wide open and I'm completely naked. I look to the side and see Zayn standing next to a gorgeous blonde chick. She's naked too. She looks at me and smiles, "Good morning princess. " I look at Zayn, "Zayn, what's going on here? " He smiles, "I want to see you do something. " I look back at the naked girl then back up at naked me. "No way. I am not having sex with a girl. Nope . " Zayn laughs, "You don't really have a choice. " The girl smiles, "Don't worry babe, I don't bite. Unless you want me to. " I shake my head, "I'm serious Zayn, please. I don't want to do this. " He smiles. She crawls onto the bed and lies on her stomach between my legs. She opens her own legs and slowly backs toward me. I close my eyes, "No no no no no... " As soon as her flesh touches mine my body spasms with the best feeling and I feel like I'm cumming with one touch. "Oh God, " I moan. The girl moans too and rubs her flesh against mine slowly as if she's teasing me but I groan,"Please go fast. " She starts rolling her hips faster making her flesh slip over mine as I cry for more. The pleasing ecstasy takes over my entire body. She moans more, "Damn, where did you find this girl? I can't tell who's more wet. " She tries slowing down again and she's breathing heavily like she's finished but I'm not, "Please don't slow down. " I feel pathetic begging this random girl who I've never met to please me but I can't help it. It feels so good. She pushes down and drags her spot to mine amd starts circling quickly. I moan louder, "Oh, yes! Yes! " I feel the pleasure center right where her body is rubbing mine and it explodes inside me as I scream, "Oh! Holy Shit yes! "

When I get to school I keep looking down. I don't look up at anyone. When I woke up after what happened with Zayn I was at home again. I look up and see Harry at my locker. Crap I'm still in his sweater. He's gonna think I miss him, you can totally tell it's been slept in. He sees me and I quickly turn around and head for class. I feel so dirty. Every time someone looks at me I feel like they know what I did. Like it's on Gossip Girl or something. I cross my arms and rush to class. Someone grabs my arm on the way and I look up. It's Calum. I take a deep breath and relax, "Cal. " He lifts up his glasses, "Hey. We haven't talked in forever. " I bite my lip, "Yeah. Sorry about that. " He smiles, "No problem. I guess you're pretty busy with your boyfriend and all. " I close my eyes for a second when he says that. It hurts a little but nothing I can't handle. "Actually we broke up. A few days ago. " Calum pushes his glasses onto his face, "Oh, I'm sorry. " I wave it off, "It's fine. " He shakes his head, "I also heard about your car accident. You've been through a lot recenty. " He gives me a hug and I bury myself in him. I want to push him away because I don't deserve to be touched like this. Hugged and loved, I don't deserve it, I'm not worth it. Before I know it I'm crying in his arms. He looks down at me, "Oh, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. " I look up at him and bite my lip, suddenly angry, angry that Calum of all people cares enough to apologize. I try to stop my tears, "Don't apologize, " I break the hug, "and don't hug me. I'm not worth either of those. " I laugh and wipe some tears, "I lost the best thing that ever happened to me because I wouldn't give him what he wanted. So he went to find someone who would give it to him. Now he has someone who deserves him. " I turn around and see Harry laughing with Jennifer. The tears start back up and I bite my lip hard, until I taste blood. I push them back and go to class with Calum.

When lunch finally rolls around Calum is waiting to walk me to lunch. He's been walking me to every class trying to make sure I'm ok. And no matter how many times I tell him to leave he still sticks around. When we start walking towards the cafeteria I bump into Liam. He grabs my arm so I won't fall, "Oh, my bad. Hey. How are you doing? " I smile slightly, "I'm fine. " He looks at Calum, "I've got her from here Cal. She'll meet you at a lunch table. " Calum looks at me and I nod. I don't feel as bad for what I did with Liam because it was strictly for school, but I do feel kind of guilty. Cal walks off and I look up, "What's up Liam. " He rubs the back of his head, "Um, our chemistry project is going good. How are you doing with the paper? " I look down at me feet, "I haven't finished it quite yet. Liam I know you didn't come to talk to me about our project. What's really up? " He looks away then back at me, "Cut class with me and let's go to the beach. " I lower my eyebrows, "Are you crazy? " He shakes his head, "I saw you crying earlier. You need to get away for the night. " My eyes bug, "You want me to spend the night with you? I've never even done that with Har- " "Don't say his name. I know. I want you to spend the night with me at the beach. No sex, no sleep, and I'll bring you home by 2 am. " I shake my head, "We have school tomorrow. And this isn't exactly a friend trip. I'm not ready. " He smiles, "Look, I know you want to take it slow. Think about all thr places we could go if you give in tonight. Just let me set you free. We'll touch the other side, just give me the key. Cuz we've got all night, and we're going nowhere. So why don't you stay, why don't we go there? Let's take a ride, out in the cold air. I know the way. Why don't you go there with me? " I laugh, "Did you write that? " He smiles, "Yes it's a song I'm working on. And the second verse starts off say the word but don't say no. " I take a deep breath, "Fine. " He smiles, "Really?? " I nod, "But you're buying me lunch. " He nods, "Ok. Let's go in. And meet me by my car after lunch. " I smile, I need this. "Ok. "

Liam follows me as I selectively choose a salad and juice for lunch and he adds on a bag of chips and cookies at the end. "I'm not that hungry. " He shrugs and hands money to the cashier, "You're gonna eat it. Or I might just leave you here. " He grabs his tray and we walk off, "Oh no please don't leave me here at school on a school day. " I beg sarcastically. He laughs, "Trust me you'd miss out on all the fun. " I stop and turn toward him, "Friendly fun I presume? " He nods, "Of course. We are just friends aren't we. " I smile, for the first time in what feels like forever, "Of course. " He looks away then looks back at me, "Look I know we're just friends but you have to have felt something. I did. " There goes my smile, "When? " He lowers his voice a little, "When we had sex. " "You guys had sex? " I turn around and see Calum standing behind me. "Sex? What? You two? " I turn back around and see Harry standing behind Liam. I look away, "Yes. We did. " Harry grabs Liam by the collar, "I ought to kill you Payno! " I look at them, "Stop! You had sex with your best friend's girlfriend so he did the same with your ex. " Harry laughs, "Well that's just great. In the past month everyone has had sex with my girlfriend of four years except me. " Hearing his voice is hurting me so bad. I have to end this conversation before I accidentally look at him and break down, "Ex girlfriend. And in the past four years everyone has had sex with my boyfriend except me. " Calum clears his throat "Ex boyfriend. " I nod, "Ex boyfriend. Come on Calum. " He turns too and we go to the table he, Luke and their friend Mikey is at ignoring the staring people. Thank goodness no one heard that whole thing.