Will I find my way??

Chapter 6

In Kayla's room
Kayla's POV:
"Hhh omg Jazz I can't get this dance move right for our performance in two weeks."

"Girl don't sweat that damn! You stress to much over little shit sometimes." She said looking at her self in the mirror.

"Hhh I guess you're right about that and did you talked to your bae today Jazz?" I asked grinning.

"No!" She mumbled .

"Oh so what's up with you and Tyson then." I asked making a stank face .

"I don't know he is always talking to other girls or  being sneaky and lying . You know the other day I asked him to go to the movies with me and he said he had to help his mom with something. So I was like ok but then someone text 30 mins later he was with some girl at the mall !"She said running her fingers through her long curls with a disappointment all over her face.

"Oh  girl  , he's wrong for that . Ya know , you preached to me so hard about Trent but yet you still deal with Tyson's cheating ass ."

"You just don't know do you ?" She said Turing around to look at me . I frowned "know what ?"

"Trent is cheating on you ! It's all in your face but your to stupid to see that Kay ! I don't understand it , you are beautiful and so many other things but you just stay with him . I get the first love thing but , is it worth it ?"  I could fully feel my heart sink into the bottom of my stomach.

"Don't turn this on me ! You give all this advice but don't take your own . So your just as stupid , I just want to be happy that's why I stay with Him . I see so much good in him that none of y'all do !" I semi yelled.

"That's your problem! Seeing the good in people gets you hurt . You can't keep putting the key to your happiness in his hand or it's going to break you . I get it i'm a hypocrite but I damn sure love me enough to know it's time to let that kiddie first love shit go now !"

"Whatever jazz !" The room fell silent till Olivia and will busted in the room! " Damn look at my gorgeous lady over here ! He said referring to jazz.

"Boy if you don't go on somewhere , I'm grown and your a baby !" She laughed waving him off . Will crossed his arms and smacked his lips . "Baby , I am 16 . That's makes me just as grown as you . Im a man !"

I laughed as I fixed my blanket. "Boy you are something else . Plus you got a girlfriend!" He side eye me . " I do ..... but she's not jazz !"

"So what are y'all up to?" Liv asked as she hopped on my bed .  I yawned . "We was just talking!"

The Next day in mrs beck's class's
August's pov:

"Everyone take your seats we got a new student . " Mrs. Beck said as she stood up from her desk. "His name is August alsina ." She added .

This new kid shit is annoying, I don't need everybody in here knowing my name. I looked around to see if I knew anybody in here before I headed to my seat .

I was supposed to be here weeks Ago but the shit in New Orleans been to much. so being here in Virginia might be better . I'm glad I at least know someone here .

I headed to a empty seat in the back of the room .
"So class who's someone of y'all favorite musician in other words artist ?"

" Lauryn Hill!" I said out loud. " Yess, August that's a" before she could finish the class room door opened . " Miss green your late , take a seat ."

I watched as the girl sat in the empty seat next to mine. I looked at her and took a double take when I realized she the girl from the mall .

"Like I was saying, August that was a great pick . What makes her one of your favorite." Mrs.beck asked as she leaned against her desk . " The Sista got a beautiful voice and not to mention she has a very strong flow ."

"Nice !" She said went on with the lesson.

"Hey August ! I didn't know you went here ?" She said smirking . I chucked "I'm new here ...it's my first day actually. Your name is Kayla right ."

She nodded ." Yep , you remembered ." She whispered. The conversation ended  their as we went back to listening to the lesson.

Kayla's POV :
"So August how'd you think your first day here is going so far?"I asked biting a piece of my food .

"Well it's been ight ,but not bad."Just when August was about to say something else Camille had to start some shit . I don't get what the hell is her problem with me ? she's been fucking with me since the 4th grade.

"Hey your August right? "Camille says with a Smirk as she sat in a seat next to him ."Yeah that's me!" August replied.

"You are really fine !"Camille said and bit her lip .

"Umm thanks ma ,but I heared dat your a how and A nigga ain't tryna catch nothing !" August said as he took a sip of his sprite .

" Damn Aug , you didn't have to do shorty like that !" I said then Everyone at our table Busted out laughing.I could tell Camille was pissed by the look on her face.

"Kayla nobody was talking to you!" She said getting up so she could stand in-front of me on the other side of the table . " You right . You wasn't talking to me but I don't recall me to talking to you clearly."
After she said that I was so pissed I stood up and got in her face then everyone got quite .

She laughed . "This isn't over !" I waved her off . "Yeah  ok !" I watched her walk out the lunch room .

"I really hope you beat her ass ! If you don't trust and believe me sis , I will !" Maya said shaking her head .

Maya's POV:

"Babe this is so romantic!" I said snuggling closer to him as we laid on the hood of his car while looking at the stars. Chris smiled . "I know , I'm a romantic nigga out here !"

I rolled my eyes playfully . I couldn't believe after everything I've been through I've found the most caring and loving person. Chris would make me feel like I'm floating on air majority of the time .

"M can I ask you something?"

"Yeah ,of course!" I felt myself getting nervous. "Why is it that we've been together for 9 months and you've haven't said much about your family."

"Chris there's not much to tell , I'm a only child, I don't have much family and my mom died." I said simply. He sat up and looked at me . " I know that but what about your dad ?"

I shrugged. "What about him ?" "You act like I wouldn't wanna meet him ! You never invite me over . It's always us in my car , my house , friends houses or in public. I've been with you for almost a year and I still feel like I don't know you !"

I sat up . "What do you mean Chris! You know me better than most people ." I watched him slide off the hood and open the drivers side door . " No , M i don't !" As the tears rolled down my face i slide off the roof and got in the car .

"Chris , I love you . Please don't shut me out I need you right now . I'm very guarded for so many reasons you wouldn't understand." He turned and looked at me like he was hurt .

"I wouldn't understand? You can't tell me that shit , I been through shit too . I've told you about how I watched and heard my mom get abused more then once when I was growing up ." He started up the car and put the car in drive.

"Chris .... I'm sorry !" I cried .
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I watched as he put the car in park as we stopped in front of my house. "Listen m , I love but something gots to give ."