Moon and Sun (The Wrecked Serenity)

Chapter 38 (Present)

Sunoo's mind was filled with Jay's cries and feelings.
He couldn't help but to space out during his work.

Jay is also present.
But they did not talk or whatsoever.

Jay must've really wanted his 1 week space.

Sunoo just understand Jay.

After working, Jay decided to go without Sunoo.

And boy that felt hurt.

Sunoo didn't lie that Jay leaving without him hurts him so much.

But he needs to accept the repercussions.
He knows his at fault wether it's intentional or not.

Sunoo then goes to school.

At class, Sunghoon then sits beside at Sunoo.

"Sun, Thank you for taking care of me. I know I have troubled you so much. Let me take you out for a treat." Sunghoon said.

"Sunghoon, No need for treating me. I need to talk to you. Let's go to our usual place?" Sunoo said.

"You wanna go there? Okay let's go." Sunghoon excitedly said.

The class then starts.
Sunghoon is very excited of what's about to happen.

Maybe Sunoo has changed it's mine and decided to give him a chance.

I mean, that's wonderful.
He's been asking a chance for life and now it's given to him or it might be given to him.

He wanna tell the truth today.
He wanna unfold the mysteries behind his disappearance. 

After the class. Sunoo gets in Sunghoon's car.

Jay saw them while leaving the school.
He feels like something was taken from him.

It feels like a hundred of needles are piercing his heart little by little.

He just thought that Sunoo wanted to show his actions rather than to tell him upfront that he will choose Sunghoon.

I guess that's it. Jay thought.

I guess that's the end of it.

He'll just remember everything like a broken fragments.

His Bub.

He's like a mix of Moon and Day.

Not too bright, not too dark.

But a comforting light.

Jay decided to go home.

While that happened.
Sunghoon parked the car inside the campus.

Then they both go to their favorite place.

The shed.

Where they first felt the connection.
Where it all began.
And where it all ended.

Sunoo sits at the chair and Sunghoon also followed.

"Sun, I'm so glad you decided to come here. It's been a long time. I missed this. I miss you." Sunghoon said.

Sunghoon added "Remember when we were still students here. I confessed my love to you and officially ask you out with Jungwon and Niki as my ally. That was so funny. You were happy. We were happy."

"Sunghoon." Sunoo called out his name.

"Yes Sun." Sunghoon said.

"I'm not here for this. I'm not here for another nostalgic reminiscing." Sunoo said.

"What? I thought you're going to give me a chance. I'm confused." Sunghoon said.

"I'm here to end things with you. Officially. I want both of us to have closure. So I can finally take a step towards my new life with someone I care." Sunoo said.

"I'm not going to give up on you Sun. Please. Let us make this work. I know I screwed up but please can you just give me a chance?" Sunghoon said.

"No, Sunghoon. It's already too late for that. You've broke me already. You made me feel I was worthy and then disappeared." Sunoo said.

Sunoo added "You fucking disappeared for like a 2 months. I was on the verge of collapsing. My mother died but where were you when I needed you the most. You were never there. You only left me on read. How could you. I thought I was important but it turns out, I wasn't."

"I always convinced myself that there's a reason for everything and that you will comeback and apologize but you didn't.
Not until I found you in the midnight, In this very same place we are sitting now. Kissing someone and hugging. I couldn't believe what I saw. The man that I loved cheated on me." Sunoo said.

"I was asking for your explanation. About everything. About how you left me. About how you never cared about my mom's death. But when I saw you and that girl. That was the answer I got from you." Sunoo said while crying.

Sunghoon couldn't help but to also cry.
He never thought how his actions could lead Sunoo into his breaking point.

"Sun, I'm sorry. I'll explain it to you why I was suddenly off the grid. My parents forced me to a girl. They said I should be getting to know her or else they would possibly disown me. I am so confuse Sun. I don't know what to do. They locked me in the house. Forbid me to use my phone. I couldn't contact you.
Believe me, I was so heartbroken about your mother's death. I wish I was there. I wish I was at your side because I know you needed it the most" Sunghoon said.

Sunghoon added "I'm sorry I left you on read. I was also devastated at that time. I can't do anything about it. I stayed at home crying knowing you were suffering more. That time you saw me with a girl. I was drunk at that time. I'm sorry that I never pushed her. I thought that was you. So the morning after, I opposed my parents about my situation. I chose you before them Sun. I chose you my life, my love. That's why they decided they'll support me until college and after that. It's me on my own."

Sunoo couldn't help but to cry hard. He just can't believe what he heard from Sunghoon. It turns out he was having his own hard time figuring things out with his parents.

He can't fathom how Sunghoon must've felt parents disowning him for something he can't control.

Sunghoon chose him over his parents.
It was a big deal.
But Jay also was with him when he lost his only parent.

Different situation but both weigh the same.