Resisting The Alpha (ON HOLD)

Chapter 10

It's been OVER month since I've uploaded! I'm really SORRY guys I've been really busy with... Life? And I've been lazy too! I'm going to try to upload more quicker but I make no promises! 

AGAIN IM REALLY SORRY I WONT TAKE A WHOLE MONTH NEXT TIME

Also this is dedicated to Crazycupcake98 because she always leaves comments that make me smile AND she's the one who actually pushed me to write and finish this chapter so THANKS CRAZYCUPCAKE98

Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes

 Anastasia's POV

It's been a few days since that day with Aiden. Ever since then he hasn't even looked at me and it hurt. I explained what happened to Amayah and she was shocked and said that she'll ask Trent about Aiden but Trent couldn't get anything out of him. I've been trying to keep my mind distracted from the thought of him by throwing myself into school work. This what I also didn't like about the idea of mates, the fact that they expect you to drop everything for them and then all you can do is think about them. I'm not going to let that happen. 

I was in the library doing a little extra studying for the biology exam next week before Amayah came running in. "ANA!"  I winced at how loud she yelled. "Yes?" I answered back whilst making hand gestures indicating for her to quiet down. "it's Friday and you're here studying!?" I bit my lip and let out a quiet nervous laugh. 

 "How about we go for a run? My wolfs been driving me crazy to be let out" She suggested. Now that I think about it my wolf has been scratching to be let our and run, I haven't shifted in a long while and it's been making her grouchy. "Sure." I closed all the books I was reading and shoved everything in my bag and we left the library. 

We got to the car park and I threw my bag into the backseat and slid into the passenger seat as Amayah sat in the drivers seat. It was silent and I could tell Amayah had something she wanted to say, so I just asked her.  "Penny for your thoughts ?" I asked.  Her lips slowly formed into a smile before turning into a grin then a slight giggle. "Who even uses that line anymore!?" I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. "Well ?" I questioned. She bit her lip as she looked as if she was deciding whether to say something or not. "You know when you said you don't want a mate.." I took in a deep breath as she continued. "Does that mean you're going to reject Aiden ?" She asked nervously. Reject him ?

I've heard storiies about what happens to wolves when they are rejected by their mates. They become out of control. First they go through depression, they start to push people away and stop talking, then it leads to aggression. They become aggressive to anything with a pulse. Then they slowly become rogue and then end up dead from either trespassing into other territories and attacking or simply killing themselves. 

Would I actually do all that to Aiden? 

Just the thought of him going through all of that and turning into that and it being my fault made me feel uneasy and sick  in the stomach.

"Hey, are you okay ? " Amayah snapped me out my thoughts. "I'm sorry for asking, I know it's a sensitive subject but I've known Aiden all my life and I don't want him hurt.." She said with worry laced in her tone. "I-I know, I don't want to do that to him but .... I don't want to lead him on either" She gave me a sympathetic smile. "Well maybe this run will help clear things up for you" I sighed, "Hope so" I mumbled. We got out the car once she we were deep in the woods. We both turned away from each other as we stripped and shifted. 

I shook out my fur and dug my paws into the ground. It felt so good to be in wolf form. I breathed in the forest smell. A mixture of pine, wood and grass. I turned my head to Amayah, seeing her blonde fur. She cocked her head to the side then ran. I readied myself then ran. It felt so good to run, having the wind rush through my fur and my paws hitting the soil. I pushed myself to run even faster, loving the feeling of being able to run freely without any worries of being caught by Alpha Richard. I shiver ran down my spin to my tail at the thought of him. I shook the thought away as the thought of Aiden flooded into my mind. Would it really be bad to try with Aiden ? The thought of being him was appealing. Not even appealing, it felt amazing just the thought of it. But I feel like he still hasn't matured. That he is still immature, living life carefree.