The new era begins (natasha x female reader)

Chapter 7

Natasha

I open the first door and a pale, small and fragile girl jumps at me. She is screaming, fighting me with everything she has. I could see the fear in her eyes, she was broken. She is horrifically thin and there are bruises all over her arms and one leg was definitely broken, her eye is black and she has multiple cuts in her face. I try to calm her down, but she won't have it. She keeps on punching me but at this point she barely makes a dent in my skin. I try and hold her but she bites in my arm. "fuck that hurts"I say at her, my voice just slightly raised. 

Y/N
Why were there gunshots on the other side of the door?? The door opened and I jumped at the guard, screaming as loud as I can, fighting with everything I had, throwing punches all around. This guard is trained 'fuck I should have known that this wasn't going to be as easy as I had imagine in my head'. I have my eyes partially closed not really seeing who I had in front of me, but it doesn't matter, all I can do is keep fight. I had promised myself even if it would be my dead I have to keep going, 'pain only makes you stronger' I really tried to clinch to these words. I feel something sharp hit me in the neck, I let out a small whimper as I fall back to the ground, both hands reaching for my neck. I had no time to react as my eyelids start to close and I lose consciousness.

Natasha
She wasn't backing down any time soon. I was afraid that her body couldn't take much more, she was completely wearing herself out. I swiftly injected her with an satitive. I tried to catch her as she fell back but I was to late, she had already hit the ground. Lucky for me the satitive worked reater quick and she was out like a light. Just then Wanda entered the room "we really have to go... , like right now" she panted. I pick Y/N up bridal style and follow wanda making our way out of the building. Just before we can leave the door we run into some heavy fire. I lay  down Y/N gently, pulling out my gun and shooting back. "That long last is lasting a little long boys, how about that extraction now" I say a little bit out of breath. Caring Y/N and fighting at the same time is a little exhausting. "On our way now"Rogers says. 

After fighting a few more minutes we all make it out alive. We are back in the Quinjet on our way to HQ a.k.a Stark Tower. We land on the helipad, the medics were already on scene. As soon as the cargo hold opened Y/N was brought to the medbay. Seeing that she attacked me we had to restrain her and put her in a separate wing. I got out off the jet and you guest it, I went directly for a nice hot shower. Once I was all cleaned up I went to the metbay to check on Y/N. 
I arrived at the metbay just after dinner time, I had not yet eaten but I had asked one of the cooks to bring some food to this room. Y/N was still asleep, I wanted to be there when she woke up to explain what was going on. Therefore I just sat at her bedside eating my food waiting for her to wake up. Something about this girl reminded me of someone I knew. And I couldn't shake the feeling that I had met her before.

Y/N
My ears were ringing and my eyes were blinded, I was in a very bright white room with a annoying low beep echoing across the room. Every now and then I would hear a word followed by the noise getting so loud that I was squirming in my seat, squeezing my eyes till it hurt. Then I would get more silent again, repeating over and over again. I think the words were in Russian but I wasn't 100% sure. The noise got loud again and it hurt so much I had to scream.
That's when I woke up still screaming, instantly sitting up but someone was holding me down. I couldn't see at first but then my vision got more clear. It was her, THE black widow. Feeling her hand on my shoulder made me calm down instantly, sinking into the soft hospital bed. How the hell did I end up here?

Natasha
I was quietly reading a book when Y/N started moving, her eyes behind her eyelids were going creasy. I walked up to her laying my hand on her shoulder, she instantly woke up screaming. She looked around in a haze probably not really knowing where she was before settling down. She was now looking at me as if she had seen a ghost.
"You alright there miss Y/L/N"
"uhm.. uhh.. yes I guess so" she says
"you had a nightmare, but it's alright your safe here"
"uh where is here if I may ask"-Y/N
"your at the Avengers Headquarter, in the medical wing" I answered
She seemed to realex a bit as I hold her, I told her to go back to sleep. She must have been exhausted because the moment her head touched the pillow she was out again. This went way better than I had expected she clearly recognized me as the black widow or one of the good guys and settled down pretty fast. I headed up to my room to go to sleep myself, I would check backup on her tomorrow, I had losend her restraints so she could sleep more comfortable.  

Y/N
I woke up in the middle of the night, a nurse standing over me."Is everything alright"I ask a little afraid by the look on her face. She climbed on my bed stardeling my waist, she put one hand on my mouth preventing me to scream and she used her other hand to pin down my wrists. " боль (pain)" she whispered, I don't know why (other than the fact that she was scaring me ) but i wanted to scream on the top of my longs. "двенадцать (twelve)" Her words were like bullets piercing through my brain. "красный (red)" with every word she spoke I could feel myself slipping away. What was she doing to me. "двадцать три (twentythree)" Memories started filling my head, I was like I was back in the bright white room. It was like I was becoming someone else. "страх (fear)" I knew my new purpose, I knew what they wanted me to do but I didn't want to do it. I was fighting my own mind but I was still not recovered from all my injuries. "пуля (bullet), I was no longer myself but the machine they made me. My personality stuffed deep down in the darkest parts of my own brain. I was still there but I had absolutely no control over what I was doing. With every second that past, I got further away form the surface until the point, that I was no longer there, it was just the White Widow remaining. The women slowly got of my lap, saluting me at the doorway "Hell Hydra" she says before turning away. I had no choice but to salute her back, as my mind whent dark. I went back to sleep tomorrow will be a big day, a lot is about to change.

A/N
Hello again, how is everybody doing? Hope you liked this chapter, what a plot twist. What will happen next? What are your expectations for the next chapter? As always feel free to leave a comment. I like reading about what you all think of my story. And I do use your Ideas, however I do delete your comment to prevent spoilers for others!

This chapters question: How is your favorite male MCU character? Mine is Peter Parker