The new era begins (natasha x female reader)

chapter 9

Natasha
"Hey Wanda you still there?" I ask, snapping her back to reality. "Yes I know what do you propose we do?" She asks.
"Maybe you could go talk to her, you know have a look in her mind?"
"You know I don't like to look into people's minds!" she says a little hesitant
"I know, but I also know you just looked in mine" I say raising my eyebrow
"I'm sorry it's just.." "No need to apologize, I know why you did what you did. It doesn't make it ok, but I'm not the problem here." I interrupt her. She was now blushing slightly. She knows that I can read body language like it's a children's comic book, I was trained at it. She looked slightly afraid, but managed to hide it quickly. 
"Will you go with me, just in case" she asks
"of course I will wait in the hallway so that we don't overwhelm her."

Y/N
I woke up in a confinement being blinded by bright light once again. I wanted to look around but all the bright lights triggered me, I was no longer in the cell.
"Whitehall I would like to thank you for your service" Dreykov said, "without you we would have never been able to place chemically subjugated agents all around the globe" Dreykov praised "I'm glad to be of service, it is nice to see hydra and the red room finally working together." Whitehall smiled. "It is a pity that this one still needs activation words." He mocked pointing to me. "She's a strong one though, she has a powerful mind. She keeps snapping out of it. She doesn't remember a single moment as the Red Widow but it is still a problem we need to fix. We will fix it after all discovery requires experimentation".

White light flashes again.

"Again, again, again,.." every time I finished taking down a guard madame B had me do it all over again. It was like it was never ending. My body hurt with every step I took, every punch I threw hurt me just as bad as the other. My nose was bleeding my knuckles were black, blue and purple form hitting the target over and over again. Dried up blood sticking to my hands permanently staining my skin. There was no shower on earth strong enough to wash it off, I would just have to wait until new skin had formed. The last month was a haze, I could only remember parts. It was like I was missing days, but every time I tried to think about what it was that I was missing my head started to heard and these words would appear in my mind. "боль (pain),двенадцать (twelve), красный (red), двадцать три (twentythree), страх (fear) and пуля (bullet)" .It was this excruciating white noise that I couldn't drown out no matter how hard I tried. 

White light flashes again

I was tied to a chair in the middle of this room in front of a big screen. On the screen a movie was playing, 'Snow white and the seven dwarfs', I tried to look away but my head couldn't move. As undertone you could hear three words, 'install', 'fear' and 'pain'. After a while that was all I could hear. I don't remember leaving the room but there was a girl in front me, I was holding a gun, Why was I holding a gun??. "Shoot her", it was Dreykov's voice. I looked the girl dead in the eye, she was pleading me not to shoot her, I didn't want to but I had to. I looked at Dreykov how nodded his head, I looked back at the girl and pulled the trigger. The sound was so loud making me black out again. The next thing I know I was back in my room, if you could call it that. I lived in a small cell, the door would lock so that I couldn't open it but I had a small mat on the ground on which I could sleep and a sink to get some water when thirsty. There were gunshots probably somebody else they were testing. 

A hand at my shoulder startle me making me open my eyes. 

Wanda
It was around 3 pm when we arrived at the cells, Natasha waited in the hallway as said. When I arrived at the door I looked through the tiny window just to make sure she was not in front of it.  She was already awake by the looks of it. She was sitting upright in her bed, it looked like she was meditating. I walked in but didn't close the door behind me, making sure Natasha could get in quickly if needed. I put my hand on her shoulder in the hope not to startle her, but I guess it didn't work as she opened her eyes shoving me back then hitting me across the face before taking off through the door. Her eyes were a dark grey, there was so much anger in them. I could feel her fear and anger from across the room. I tried to access her mind but something was blocking me out.