The new era begins (natasha x female reader)

chapter 12

Nat
I was woken up by two idiot jumping on my bed. "I'm pretty sure that door was locked" I grunt, pulling the blanket over my head. "O, So we can't come in once the door only opens with a bobby pin." Yelena smiles. "Aah that actually does make sense" Wanda grinned to Yelena as if they truly didn't do anything wrong. "What time is it" I grunt. "Time to go and see your crush" Yelena answers. I flip the blanket off my head, I grab a pillow and throw it at her. She stumbles backwards of the bed onto the ground with a loud thud. Wanda starts laughing but suddenly stops as I push her off the bed asswel. Now I was laughing at the two angry faces in front of me. 

I efficiently jump out of bed and change into my suite not caring that Yelena and Wanda were still in my room. Wanda blushes and quickly looks away, as for Yelena, she screams "Uh gross". "Don't be such a baby" I mumble back. We then all go downstairs for breakfast. Bucky was still asleep so it was just us three downstairs. As we sit in the kitchen eating our breakfast we stare at the tv. It was showing the security footage of y/n's cell. She was already awake as well and was doing pushups and situps as a little workout. She had not yet touched her food. After breakfast we all went to the gym where we met up with Bucky, it's time for some training. We decide to spare of one on one today, after 15 minutes we change partner and then once more after another 15 minutes. We end the session with some target practice. 

After the others leave I stay a little longer, I was not yet ready to go and talk to y/n and I knew that if I left now the others would be on my ass about it till I went. I make my way over to the punching bags, and start of hitting the damm thing. Before I know it a half an hour has past, I was panting like crazy, I really went out of my way with hitting the bag. The sweat was dripping of me and it was time to go and have lunch. I went up to my room to take a shower before I went to the kitchen to get some food. 

As I arrive in the kitchen I see Yelena and Wanda dancing around with pizza in their hands. Those two are crazy. I sneaked past them and rapidly made a sandwich. Afterwards I sneaked back out off the kitchen bumping into Bucky. "Hey Romanoff you going to check on y/n". To be honest I wasn't really going to, I am really not ready to confront my feelings. "Yeah, I was just on my way." I say as I don't really have a lie prepared. Guess I don't have a choice now.   

I went by the guards to get y/n's lunch to bring with me. I open the cell door and see y/n underneath the shower. I mean I couldn't see her fully naked body, she was behind a small wall that only showed her from her collarbone up. My god she looked gorgeous with the steaming water running over her face. I should have knocked I think to myself. I put down her lunch on the small table beside her bed and scrape my throat. I brought her a sandwich since she wasn't allowed any plastic utensils. "WoW Nat, give a girl some privacy" she smiles. Great at leased she was in a good mood. It was actually kind of handy to walk in on her showering, this way she had no chance to attack me right away, or she had to do it naked. I sit down on the edge of her bed waiting for her to get dressed. 

"Eager to see me are we" she says walking towards me. "Don't try anything, there are fourteen guards just outside that door waiting in line to take you out." I lie. She throws up her hands in defence as she grabs the sandwich and sits next to me. We were now both sitting on either side of the bed with our backs against the wall. We were only like a meter apart from one and other. I was well aware that she could try anything at any time, therefore I kept my guard slightly up but there was now way she would talk if I would keep it up fully. Even though there was no way for her to know whether I was lying about the guards or not, however I doud she would try anything. I wait silently for her to finish eating her sandwich. Once she's done she spoke up. "Can I ask you a question?" she says. "Sure", "are you single?" she said it very seductively. Hu what why would she want to know, yesterday she couldn't be bothered with my flirting and now she's the one flirting. " Yes" I simply answer. "Why did you betray Dreykov"she then asks, I knew it was too good to be true. "Nha a, it doesn't work like that." I say, I didn't want her to know that I was slightly disappointed at the fact that she wasn't truly interested. "like what" she asks. "You ask a question, I get to ask one in return" I say. She looked surprised at my statement but nodded in agreement.
"How long have you been at that Hydra compound" I knew it was a risky move to ask her about this straight away but I had the feeling that I had to give her something to doubt in order for the real her to come back to us.

Y/N
"How long have you been at that Hydra compound" Her words echoed through my mind. I tried to answer her but I didn't know the answer. I could only remember fragment of the past months. Nat was now looking at me questioningly, "Next question" I say annoyed. "fine, Why do you need to kill the Avengers?" she questioned. "Because I have to, it's my mission." I say but she was not convinced. "But do you want to?" She was asking questions I couldn't answer. No one wants to murder anybody but I had to, it was my mission. "Do you always do what your told, without thinking for yourself?" , " If they had asked you to shoot yourself through the head would you have done it?", "SHUT UP" , " When you kill a baby do you enjoy it? , "I said SHUT UP", "HOW ARE YOU" "I DON'T KNOW" I yell out hugging my knees to my chest and covering my ears with my hands, closing my eyes, squeezing them as hard as I can. I started crying "leave me alone... Please" I sobbed. There was that voice again and the headache setting up. I started rocking my body. "leave me alone"I whispered to myself. I felt Natasha's hand touch my shoulder but I didn't move away. Her hand felt safe, why did she have to feel safe. I was so confused.

Eventually I managed to stuff the feelings back down. As soon as I realized her hand was still touching me I jump up, hitting her hand of my shoulder. "Get the FUCK out you stupid bitch, don't pretend you care, we all know you're just pretending to be one of the good guys. " I yelled at her. She was a bit taken back by my outburst but was immediately regaining her composer. She didn't say anything, she just got up and left. Everything and I mean everything would have been better as the cold  expression on her face, she was so disappointed with me. Why couldn't she just get mad or hit me or something, anything but this. The moment she left my cell I was so afraid she wouldn't come back anymore, I had really ruined my chances at surviving this, the would liquidat me or torture me. I couldn't control my feelings, it was as if the lights were going on and off. I wasn't fully conscious any more. I started hitting the wall until blood was dripping down from it. I kept hitting it until I was back in control. What did this women do to me?

Wanda
I was watching the live footage of the cell, seeing Natasha talk to y/n. It seemed like she was really getting through to her. I was listening to every word she said. I basically fell from my chair, that's how close I was sitting to the tv. "SHUT UP" , " When you kill a baby do you enjoy it? , "I said SHUT UP", "HOW ARE YOU" "I DON'T KNOW". Their conversation had gotten pretty intense to the point where they were both yelling now. Which is insane since Natasha never yelled. I mean she would raise her voice at you if you had really pissed her off, but she was full on yelling right now. "Get the FUCK out you stupid bitch, don't pretend you care, we all know you're just pretending to be one of the good guys." y/n yelled. O shit that's not good, Natasha just got up and left without saying anything. That's so passive aggressive I thought to myself rolling my eyes.

I wanted to run to Natasha but I saw y/n change after Natasha left the room. Y/N didn't notice but because of the way she was faced I could see right into her eyes. She was looking right into the camera. They were a dark deep ocean blue, like for real, completely blue. Not short after her eyes started flickering, constantly changing color. They didn't get as blue as in the beginning but the kept shifting between some shade of blue and grey. Then she started hitting the wall and the flickering got slower until it was completely gone and her eyes were back to grey.

I ren to Natashas room. Knocking on her door like an idiot. "Yeah, yeah I'm coming, relex" Nat says opening the door. 

A/N
Hello again I think I might go on until y/n is freed from her mind control and than start a sequel. What will focus more on y/n and Natasha's relationship and be more fluff overall. What do you think about that? I hope you enjoyed this chapter and as always feel free to comment with any ideas or suggestion. 

Question: How do you want to and up with ?

Yelena

Nat

Wanda