my thought nowaday is i'm so scared,
like i have this worry about something,
and my heart my mind keep praying and telling Allah that i'm scared,
and that wishing He doesn't abandoned me alone.
you know..
i never tell people or let anyone know if i really need help or need them to hear me on something
but sometimes and on some other days,
i do feel alone,
i do feel like it's like i was in a place
which there are a lot of people around
but i was there standing alone
not knowing where to go
i dont really know what i'm looking for
and i dont know what actually been awaiting me up at front there.
i was just hoping i could get out of that place,
it's like a dim dark place.
but i dont feel weak though
because i still have the faith & i know
that He's watching me and taking care of me always,
how would He, The Almighty abandoned me alone
I was like a little helpless lost girl
and He's watching me slowly taking care of my baby steps
and as i slowly and carefully walk on my baby steps
my heart will always have this thought on Him,
"i'm scared, i'm afraid, i really do
but I know you were there watching and taking care of me,
please protect me always, Dear Allah."
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