An act so unforgivable - dm

Envy

y/n pov

I walked down to the Great hall with Luna, we haven't really gotten a good chance to catch up like we normally do when we start the new school year.

"How's it been going, having Draco as your work partner?" She asks in her whimsical and inquisitive voice.

"Not bad, I agree with you. He is someone who hides his real emotions."

"Not many people pay attention, he cries when he is alone."

"Now how do you know that?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Well, I see him go to the abandoned boys bathroom and hear softs cries from inside. But I don't want to intrude so I don't go in." She faintly smiles.

"Well that does clear it up." I let a laugh escape my lips.

We arrive at the Great hall, and walk towards the Gryffindor table. We sit down next to Ron and Hermione.

"Lovely morning." Luna says out loud to the table.

"Yes it is, quite nice for a walk." Hermione replies.

I grab a green apple and some berries.

"I never really liked green apples." Ron states as I cut up the apple.

"Yea, they do have a bit of zing." I pop one in my mouth, smiling.

"We don't have much time till class starts soon so we should within the next two minutes." Hermione starts to pack her stuff quickly, the look of worry starts to appear on her face.

"Don't stress, we will get there in time." Luna gave her a reassuring smile. Patting her thigh, relaxing her. We talked for a bit longer, excited about the Quidditch match that would happen next week.

We head to potions and sit down together, Harry arrives a little late.

"Hello students, since it is Thursday and we have a double lesson, we will be learning a new and complicated potion. If you don't get it right in this session, it will become homework." Snape walks to the chalkboard and writes down notes and the ingredients.

'Oh fuck, it's Thursday.' I hadn't remembered I was supposed to meet Draco tonight. I look across the room and see Draco with his hand supporting his chin, he looked tired.

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I walk to the astronomy tower, it's 11:20. Rounding the corner and walking up the stairs I sigh, preparing for the night I might have ahead.

"Hi." I say quietly. Draco was in the same position as he was the first night we were here, staring out to the forest.

"Hello, what writing do we have to complete?" He asked without looking at me.

"Jupiter's moons and their contents." Setting up the work and grabbing the lantin I feel a hand softly touch my shoulder. I look up and see his eyes, they are filled with apology.

"I'm sorry for the other day."

"If you need to talk about it or what's going on just say." I give a comforting smile and put my hand on his.

"If something upsets you, have a normal conversation and it can be resolved." I turn and finish getting everything out. His hand leaves my shoulder.

"Okay." He turns back to the open wall, letting the breeze ruffle his hair.

"Do you want to start with the first 38 and then I'll do the last 38, and do the biggest moon Ganymede together?"

"Sure." He sits down next to me and we begin to write, using the books I brought and the drawings we drew last time.

After some time I look at my watch, it's 12:55, we gotta start to do the drawing.

"Uhhh, it's 12:55. We should start the drawing." I put down my notes and pick up the drawing paper, I slowly move over to the edge of the look out and sit down, my legs dangling off the edge.

"Be careful y/n, don't want to fall off." He smiles a pure, genuine smile.

"Ha,ha,ha. So funny." I mock, rolling my eyes.

"I am, aren't I?" He was so up himself. I smile.

"So funny, I might fall off from laughter." I look him dead in the eyes, my grin widening.

"Mmmm, we better get to work." He replies, looking down at his paper. We begin to draw and label when Draco asks the weirdest question yet.

Draco pov

I couldn't stop thinking about her, and who has been with her. Seeing her talk to me and not insulting me sealed my mind. I had to know to ensure I could have her.

When I went to ask her I stopped. The image of my father popped into my head, fuck. What if I did get her? What if they hurt her?

I grew upset and just spat out my question,

"Who gave you the hickies?" I could feel the anger rising, my father in my head, another person touching y/n. She sat there in silence, looking at me.

"Did seeing them upset you?" She asked with kindness and inquiry.

"No. Just wanted to know." I said that a little harshly.

"I'm not saying who. I don't want people to know, it's just a casual thing." Reassurance filled in her eyes. I ignored them, thinking of her struggling to walk, jealousy was riddled within me.

"You don't need to worry." She smiled and looked back at her work.

"I'm not." I stare at her. She doesn't look up.

We finish our work and when she stands up I grab her wrist, she looks at me stunted.

"Tell me, who gave the hickies." I tighten my grip on her arm.

"It's none of your concern, especially if you are going to be rude." She challenged me, looking right into my eyes.

"It is my concern." I hold her wrist a little tighter. She slightly winces, but then looks angry.

"I told you to have a normal conversation, yet here we are. Why are you so up and down?" She ripped her arm out of my grasp, walking away to her bag. I walk after her, dropping my work and pulling her to me. Wrapping my right arm around her waist, she looks away. I use my left hand to make her look at me.

"Never, ever get another hickey, if you do..." I lean into her, brushing my lips against her ear.

"There will be consequences." I let her go, grab my stuff and leave.

I walk to the abandoned boys bathroom and slam my fist into a wall. Releasing my anger, I needed to know who she was seeing.