Not wanted

chapter 10

saturday was an awesome day except the whole park incident,  i kind of wish that the day  would of never end but sadly it came to an end. To my supprise we actually watched the whole movie and did nothing. i couldn't  beleive he actually knew every word to the songs Miley sung! to say i was shock was an understatement but i have to say it was hillarious i couldnt stop laughing he couldnt sing for shit!. After the movie we talked about the most random stuff ever we ended talking about toes! yes! toes! dont ask me how cause i dont know, unfortunately our weird conversation was cut short by my brother he was in a fairly good mood cause he didn't blow up on me about having a boy in the house with no supervision. that was okay with me cause lord knows i wouldn't be able to live it down."cassandra hurry up were going to be late for school!!!!!" Hakeem yelled from down the stairs snapping me out of my daydream oh yeah today is monday and im excited to go to school, "im comming " i yelled back grabbing watever shoe i saw first which luckily was my black boots that matched my outfit . i ran down the stairs , out the door and   into my brother's car. "Finally!! i was about to leave you" he exclaimed once i was in the car. i ignored what he had said  "Good morning" i chirped he looked at me weirdly "why are you so happy" he ask suspiciously "no reason" i smiled "come on we both know that's a lie it's that boy isn't  it?" he ask while looking at the road "what boy?" i ask playing dumb "dont play dumb its not your thing now tell me" he begged "tell you what?" i ask innocently "cassandra?!?" he yelled getting frustrated "its nothing" i sigh "what do you mean?" he ask "you dont have to worry we not dating " i said "then what are y'all? Don't get me wrong  am glad cause i dont think your ready to get in a  relationship so quick just after what happened with  carl" i tensed up when  he mention carl but i quickly hid it. to be honest i dont even know what me and darren  were i couldnt say we were friends of benifits my brother can be overprotective sometimes even thought i can talk to him about anything, thats why i love him. "just friends" i responded flatly  i didn't like the sound of that but what can i do about it.  he looked like he was about to say something but we were at the school already and hailey hakeem girlfriend came up to the car and he was already out the door embracing her, i was about to say hi to her but i didnt bother because it was no use she wouldn't even acknowledge me since they're  already sucking each other face off . the bell rung while i was making my way to the spill out area i didnt want to be late so i just went straight to class. Mr. Watson was not here yet so i just stand there waiting on him i put on my headphones  just to waste time Grand Piano by nicki minaj was playing and i got lost to it and my mind went exactly back to what carl said the other day "you right i dont love you i never did i just wanted to play with your feelings and you let me" for some reason those words hurted like hell i didnt want to think about it but it came to mind "cassie are you okay?!?" someone asked i opened my eyes to meet a concerned looking Rochelle "yeah" i answered "then why are you crying?" she ask i wiped my eyes and indeed i was crying i didnt even realize it i was about to tell her not to worry about it but the teacher decided to come ,we all started to walk in to the class but i was pulled back by Rochelle  "im coming over to your house after school alright?" she said i was about to say thats not neccessary but decided against it and  just agreed "alright" she let me go and we both went in . 

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Riiiiinnnnnnggg!! Riiiinnnnnnnggg!! the bell rung thank god i thought this nigga would never stop talking i swear this teacher never stop talking if you haven't guess yet i was in Mr.seay class. i got up, put my folder in my bag and went to last period which was 8th period Gym class Fuck!! i forgot to bring my clothes today which means am going to get an F and i cannot afford an F it would ruin my Grades!!!!. i Grumpily made my way to class i took a seat in the stands and curse to myself for forgetting to bring my clothes "wassup sexyy??" Darren wispered in my ears sending chills through me "hey" i said Drily "whats wrong and why weren't you at luch today?" he asked "i had to finish My project so i skipped lunch  and i forgot to bring my clothes today" i replied "really?? thats what your so mad about" he stared at me unbeleivebly  " i cant afford to get an F!!" i semi yelled "i thought you have an A in this class" "i do" i stated "then why are you so mad??" he asked this boy just dont understand i never had an F before and that F will bring my grade down which means Goodbye A.  that is  exactly what i told him he shook his head at me like i was over exaggerating i know i was but i dont care my grades are really important to me "do you want to borrow some of my clothes " he asked my head shot up and i grinned "foreal?!" "yeah but i only have extra shorts though" "oh my God  thanks so much i fucking love you" i said excitedly hugging him he chuckled and handed me the extra pair of shorts since i had an undershirt on i was good to go, i went to change after attendance was taken. supprisingly his shorts wasn't  big on me it fitted me perfectly i left the locker room and went back to the Gym and sat in my seat. after a minute Darren left the boys locker room and was comming back to sit down this was my time to check him out  and i had to say he was looking fine as fuck in that thight ass shirt which shows he has a full 6 pack . I wasn't the only who agreed though the whole female population in the gym was staring and i didn't like that one bit he cought me staring and smirked i turned my head and pretented to look around "enjoyed the view?" he ask with a smirk on his face "huh?" i ask pretending to not know what he was talking about he was about to say something but was interrupted by coach telling us to start running five laps on the basketball court we both went down and started running "hey darren" a girl said in a flirty voice and  i rolled my eyes  "hey" he responded "so do you play sports?" she asked "yeah" he answered "i could tell with that amazing body of yours" i snickered at her attempt "then why did you ask ?" darren retorted,  i busted out laughing that was mean i know but thats what she get for trying to flirt with him they both looked at me  more like glared  from her i shooked my head and ran a little faster leaving darren behind with her. when i was done i went back to my seat since that was all we had to do today after a second Darren joined me "you look good in my clothes" he wispered in my ears i rolled my eyes but i was cheesing  in the inside "so what up with you and her" i said pointing to girl trying to flirt earlier "what do you mean?" he ask "its obvious she's into you" i said "really?" he said raising an eyebrow "gosh boys are so stupid" i said under my breath but i dont think he heard me "but i dont care" he said "about what?' i asked "if she likes me i already like someone" my heart kinda broke after he said it but i quickly hid it cause i knew i had a frown on my face "foreal who? do i know her??? Oh my god tell me!'"  i faked excitement " actually you do" he said "then tell me who so i can start setting you guys up" i said "i doubt you can do that" he said "and why is that?" i raised an eyebrow at him well atempt to "because its you" he said softly while looking at me i didnt know what to say and it was impossible not to blush right now then he kiss my cheek which just made my smile widen. after a moment of just staring at each other I asked a question  "why did you beat Carl up for me a second time " for some reason  I've been wondering since it happened.  I looked at him to see his eyes look sad and angry  like he was about to cry and hurt someone "because I watched my dad beat up my mom to the point she almost died but couldn't do anything about it and when I saw he was about to put his hands on you I lost it"  he said sincerely. I look at him shocked I wouldn't have guessed that "I'm sorry thats aweful  "I said . " its fine its over now he's paying for what he put her through so its all good" he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes i pulled him into a hug his head laying on my boobs we stayed like that for a couple of minutes " your boobies feels nice " he said breaking the silence I pushed him off "pervet " I scolded him he laughed then kissed me cheeck  again before he got up and went to play basketball with the guys while i just sat there with a stupid grin on my face. he looked at me while  playing and winked, my insides melt at the gesture and   i put my head down so he wouldn't see how much he was affecting me right now. God what is this boy doing to me?

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I was now at my house with both my bestfriends staring intensly at me.  Rochelle was first to break the ice "so are you going to tell us what's wrong it do we have to force it out of you?" I rolled my eyes at her bossy tone and sigh I was going to tell them sooner or later anyways " so Saturday I went to the park to clear my head I started thinking about my past relationships for some reason I started crying then carl showed up h-" " what the fuck did he want? " Adriana interupted me anger clearly in her voice  " chill am getting there" she nodded  and i continued "he tried to comfort me but i got mad and told him not to touch me he got frustrated and said no i basically told him he didnt give a fuck about me since he left me for some pussy he tried to deny it then i told him he didnt love me he did not deny that!! and then he told me our relationship was nothing to him and he was trying to get some pussy from me but wouldnt let him so he  got it from someone else i got angry and slap the shit out of him then he raised his fist at me-" "he did what???? why the fuck  didn't you tell me" hakeem came from out the corner yelling at me "hakeem chill" i said "naw dont fucking tell me to chill that nigga put his fucking hands on you and you expect me to chill and not  kill that Nigga " "he didnt put his hands on me well he didnt get to at least" i said the last part lowly "what do you mean?" hakeem asked breathing heavily "thats why Darren was over here saturday he got there when carl was about to hit me and knock him out"that seemed to calm hakeem down a little just a little "thats good and all am glad he was there but am killing that Nigga next time i see HIM!!!"  he said the last part angrilly  "Dont" i said looking up at my brother its great to know he cares about me but i dont want him getting in trouble because of me  "i'm not making no promises" before i even got to interject he walked  out and i was left with my  two shocked looking bestfriends but then a smirked appeared on both of there faces and i knew what was coming "so Darren was here saturday huh?" Rochele said as a grin grew on her face, for some  reason i started to blush more like smilling hard as fuck "ooooohhh you like himmm and from what you told your brother there's more to the story" Adriana said "what are you waiting for! tell us!!!" Rochelle said excitedly i rolled my eyes at her and told them what happen from the punch to what happen in gym class today. whoohhh What a great way to end my Day.