Not wanted

chapter 15

His fingers slowly went to my face wipping off the tears that was falling, a small smirk on his face like watching me suffer was the most awesome thing in the world! i shook my head from his fingers cause i hated this Man and him touching me did not make me feel Good at all.
i wonder how he got out of jail anyways he still had 11 years in jail so how's it possible that he's here. he chuckled at my action "you thought that you can send me to jail for 25 years and could get away with it " he said in amusement and i had no idea what he was amused about. "i know your wondering why am i out when i still have 11 years left but Baby Girl did you honestly think i would spend all those years in there" he said as his fingers trailed Down my body causing me to feel uncomfortable and dirty. "Am not going to go in debt of how i got out with you but since i spent 9 years of no action s-" " so taking some from the one that got you in jail in the first place is where you come back" i sneered "wel let me tell you you ain't going to do shit to me nor you're going get away with it ,this time ill make sure you rot in that cell for the rest of your life you sick motherfucker" i snapped i was angry and tired of all this bullshit he thinks he can take advantage of me again well he got another thing comming i am not the same six years old girl who was helpless i am now sixteen years old so i dare his ass to try something. "awe babygirl has grown up and thinks she's worth something thats cute well let me tell you something i am going to get what i want and you ain't going to do nothing about it Bitch your ass was worthless 9 years ago and your still worthless now you got lucky last time that i got caught but this time i will get away with it. your mommy and daddy has no idea where you at and they wont find you so i suggest you be a good little girl for pappi and enjoy cause nobady wants your trash ass anyways so you should be thanking me for even wanting you." those words were like a slap in the face as much as i didn't want to beleive what was just thrown in my face a part of me started to beleive i was worthless i mean i bet no one is actually looking for me i think if they did they would of found me already considering this is the same place the whole thing happened 9 years ago. Carl didn't want me so he left me for someone else. Even when Darren came into my life and told me all this stuff about wanting me so why when i called him like 5 times that day he didn't pick up he probably was having the time of his life with someone. My parents are never home!, if they so called loved me they would always be there for me regardless of work. They probably still working now even if they heard i was missing. My friends always ditched me when their boyfriends was around like i didn't even exist. the more i started to think about everything the more i started to beleive his words as much i didn't want to they where like poison taking over my mind. I looked at him to see him smirking down at me then letting his eyes wonder down my body "you have grown so much baby girl look at all those curves" he groaned which made me feel disgusted with myself.
why was this happening to me?? what did i ever do to deserve this ??
tears started swelling in my eyes again and i hated myself for crying but i know no one is going to find me. This will be the end of me but its not like ill be missed anyways. lost in my thoughts i didn't even realize he already took his clothes off and now was positioning himself in front of me. i started struggling trying to see if there was a way out of these ropes. shit! these ropes were tight . he looked mad because i wouldn't let him do what he wanted to do he grabed my waist to stop me from noving but i wasn't going to give up i stil kept struggling he slapped me HARD out of nowhere but that didn't stop me it gave me motivation. Its like luck was on my side as of now and the rope on my right leg snapped and i kicked the shit out of him i might of hit him a little bit too hard because next thing i know he fell to the floor. The door was knocked down and the police came in with guns pointed at his lifeless form on the floor Then next thing i know my family including Darren was rushing towards me and i couldn't be any happier But a part of me was also sad.