Not wanted

chapter 19

Meet me and Adriana at the park in 20 minutes.
I stared at the text Rochelle sent. Should I go or should I not. I'm still upset at them but not as upset as i was before. This whole week we all been ignoring each other and honestly I hate it . After a few minutes of deciding I decided to meet up with them I slid on my Nike slides and got my phone. In less than 15 minutes I was at the park. I looked around, I actually grew to hate this park honestly with everything that happened with Carl and hopefully Rochelle and Adriana won't add to it. I spotted them stitting on the old well only bench this park had I made my way over to them. " hey " Rochelle chirped making me want to smile but I gave her a blank stare instead then responded drily "hi" then it was all quiet none of them was talking " so are guys going to tell why am I here or we're going stay here doing nothing cause I have better things to do" I said Adriana sigh making my attention go to her she looked at me "sorry" she said barely loud enough for me to hear but I did. A smirked made a way on my face "huh??" I asked she sigh again then got up from the bench comming face to face with me "I'm sorry for what I said to you on Tuesday, I was upset that you weren't talking to us and honestly I miss you so much that it hurts I didn't want to pick a fight with you and once again am sorry about that I just want my best friend back " she said sincerely I think I even saw tears in her eyes and that's shocking cause Adriana never cries aweeee!!! I pulled her into a thight hug "I missed you too" I said she started sobbing "I'm also sorry all of that happened to you that's awful " I sigh while patting her back " it's okay and am also sorry for blowing up on you I didn't mean what I said" "I know and it's okay" "okay enough you two it's my turn to apologize " Rochelle interupted we both chuckled and looked at her she walked up to me a pulled me into a hug "I'm sorry can we please be best friends again I honestly miss your annoying ass" I laughed and knowing that's how sentimental her apologies going to get " it's okay and am sorry also " she hugged me tighter " promise me this is the longest we'll spend not talking cause I think one more day of all this and I would of died " I pulled back and looked at her" I promise" " group hug!!" Adriana shouted we laughed at her then did our little handshake before pulling each other in a group hug I could honestly say this was my second happiest day in 3 months y'all already know the first. We spend the whole day together at the park playing hide and seek and tag like we we're little kids all over again. By the time I got home I was tired and missing my bae we didn't talk all day because I turned my phone off while I was with the girls I turned it back on to see 20 missed calls , 32messages, 11 voicemails all from Darren.. I decided to look at my messages first
-Babbeeeeeee
-Baby
-Bae
-Baeeeee
-I miss you
-Pick up the phone
-Cassie?!?
-Cassandraaaa
-Babbeee I'm  missing you a lot
-Are you mad at me?
-Why are you not picking up the phone
-What did I do please stop ignoring me
-Babe please call me back
- okay your scaring me please call me back
- if you don't answer you won't be getting any kiss from me for a week I laughed at that
I'm coming over The last one read which was 10minutes ago I quickly called him back but it kept going to voicemail 13 calls later he was still not answering which led  to a panick. What If something happened to him?? Why is he not answering?? Shit!! If something happened it will be my fault!! Why did I turn off my phone ?? All these questions kept popping in my mind I was trying to think positive but I couldn't. "ding dong" the house bell ring making me jump up scaring the leaving out me I made my way up to the door opening it to see a hot looking Daren in a T-shirt and basketball shorts and a worried expression on his face. I quickly pulled him into a hug he wrapped his arm around tightly around me as I did the same. He smelled good and his scent relaxed me we spend a couple of minutes in each other arm before pulling back " are you okay, God Cassie you had me worried and all!! Why didn't you pick up the phone!!" He started out calmly but ended up slightly yelling " sorry I was with the girls and my phone was off I didn't know you was calling me till like 10 minutes ago " I explained he sigh " its okay but dont never scare me like that again" i nodded looking at my shoes for some reason am getting all shy around him suddenly. He lifted ny chin up making me look at him he pressed a lingering kiss on my lips before pulling back i pouted because i instanltly missed his lips on mines he chuckled but then pulled me into a hug laying his head in the croock of my neck " you smell sweaty babe" he said totally ruinning the moment. I pushed him off me and marched upstairs leaving him laughing behind me " shut up " I turned around and said he kept laughing I glared at him and went upstairs to my room slamming the door I wasn't really mad I knew I smelled sweaty I didn't really get a chance to take a shower yet . After cleaning up myself I left the bathroom into my room where I found Darren laying on my bed his arms behind his head and his eyes closed I think he was sleeping or something I quickly changed and turned around to find him starting at me " babe" he called "babeee" he called again and I kept ignoring him "are you mad at me? " he asked in a pupy voice which made me laugh " no" I said as I made my way to him he gave me that million dollar smile with dimples and all making my legs all wobbly. He sat on the edge of my bed while I was in between his legs his hands on my waist making my sides all tingly I looked at him while he look at me with something in his eyes it looked like admiration I blushed still looking at him " you're beautiful" he said softly a big smile spread on my face " thank you " " why are you saying thank you for I'm telling you the thruth babygirl " I started blushing more. I think am falling hard for this boy I think I might even love him. He pulled me onto his lap I looked at him with the same look he was giving me admiration " you are very handsome" I said to him he smiled and kissed my cheek " I know" he said cockily I slapped his chest while laughing " you're supposed to say thank you big head " " but it's the thruth " I laughed at him "shut up" I said "make me" he retorts " gladly " and with that I smashed my lips onto his soft pink juicy ones.