Craving Russo

CHAPTER FOUR

"How long has it been since the last time you saw him?"

"Four years ago,"

"How did impacted you throughout those years?"

I become ruthless, I used all my anger when I was training, I fought hard to earn my title as one of the best assassins in the world, I tried to forget him, instead of putting myself first I focused all my energy on the Mafia as I knew when I turn to the age of 25 I'll become the next leader of the British and Turkish mafia, I had to step up my game.

I took missions that ended in a blood bath, we people hear my name they run in fear I had the world under my feet, I kept telling myself that one day I'll destroy Alexander Russo as he will only die in my hands, I travelled to Italy more times than I could count, I would wait outside his family home ready to end his life, but I couldn't bring myself into doing it, because me the idiot was still in love with him.

I tried to turn the love into anger, but I couldn't as I thought about the three years we had together, our little dates, travelling the world all the memories are the reason why I can bring myself to killing him. I haven't seen him in those four years; however, I had my men keep an eye on him, he would get drunk in his clubs, fuck women like no tomorrow, he was living his life like I didn't matter to him and now we will be together under the same roof, and I don't know how I'm going act around him.

"It impacted me a lot and I find out last night that he and his family are staying with us for the ball"

"Was this the reason why you are here because you are too scared to face him"

"Yes, because I'm worried about the outcome, I loved him and I want to kill him badly, torture him, make him feel how I felt for the past four years"

My phone was buzzing in knowing that they have arrived, and they are probably wondering where I have gone, I opened my phone to see 10 missed calls from father and 56 messages from Kamal

Kamal: Where are you? Father is pissed

Kamal: Celine you better come home now before father orders his men to come and find you

Kamal: Celine they have arrived where are you, are you okay?

Kamal: Celine

Celine: I'll be home soon, I had to take care of a mission

Kamal: okay hurry the brothers are excited to see you

Yeh, I'm sure they are, I have nothing against Matteo and Alessandro they are like my brothers, but I just wish Alexander wouldn't be there.

"I'm sorry Mrs Austen, but I must leave before father rings hellfire"

"That's okay Celine, just message me when you need to talk and feel free to book more sessions"

A few moments later I was sitting in my car in front of the house I was sitting in the car for a good half an hour, thinking of the outcomes once I walk through the door, I finally have the courage to get out and start walking towards the door, the guards bow their heads I look towards scar one of my guards and asked him who has arrived

"Mr and Mrs Russo and their three sons are inside as we speak Miss Rose, your father is unpleased with your absents and requests you to his office"

Great here we fucking go, I walked through the door and my eyes land on my mother and Mary, Mary is like a second mother to me, when I was getting bullied throughout high school she was the only one I could talk to it about with I stand for a minute before walking up to them, Mary turned her head and her eyes blew open

"Oh, My Lord Celine! You have grown into a beautiful woman, look at you, I missed you dearly"

"I miss you too Mary, how are you?"

"Very well, I was surprised to not see you here once we have arrived, did something happened?" yeh I was being a little bitch to face your beloved son before I could say anything I heard yelling from upstairs I turn to see the twins running towards me oh lord.

"Celine, where the hell was you?" "Celine, we missed you so much" I started laughing as both Matteo and Alessandro brought me into a tight hug, "Okay let her go before she loses her lungs" the boys let go and I see Giovanni, father of the brothers, leader of the Italian mafia, I didn't think for a second until I jumped into Giovanni's arms we hugged for a little bit until we both let go,

"How are you bella?"

"Very well, how are you old man?" the room went into laughter

"I am not old, as you can see, I can still win the ladies"

"I'm sure Gio" Mary busted into laughter

"CELINE" oh lord have mercy on my soul

My father walks in, his face was bright red as it looks his head was about to explode "my office now!" as I followed my father into his office, he closes the door behind us and man I was not ready to hear what he has to say

"Where were you? Why didn't you tell anyone where you were? I thought you were kidnapped, I have all my men looking for you in the fucking city"

"Father I received a call about a mission, and I had two hours to complete as it was important"

"Well next time at least tell someone where you were going" I rolled my eyes, I think I can take care of myself, however, I'm still Baba's little girl

"Well, you must be starving let's go have our breakfast in the dining room"

We walked out of his office and entered the dining room where everyone had started to eat, they didn't see me and father enter as they got lost in the conservation, the boys and I started talking catching up in each other's life as it was a long four years, the room went quiet as all eyes were at the door. I felt as I would faint at this moment when my eyes found another pair it felt as we were the only ones in the room, we broke our eye contact as my father spoke.

"Ah, Alexander please sit" there was only one seat left and it happened to be next to me I dread this moment as I wish to be far away from him as possible.