Craving Russo

CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN

Last night was not a good night for Alexander and me. I kept waking up with nightmares, which resulted in me aiming a gun at Alexander's head, I told him to let me sleep in another room, but he said no, even if I walked out, he would carry me back to bed, saying the lines "in sickness and in health amore", I envy Alexander he knows how to work around me, I hate it and love it at the same time,

When I woke up, I found Alexander already awake, sitting on the couch near the window. My room has a beautiful view of the lake and forest. I love it when it rains, and I sit on the couch reading a book, Pride and Prejudice, ugh hits different, once I got out of bed, I put on my robe, still feeling self-conscious, when I was done tying it up, I walk towards my fiancé, I sit on his lap enjoying the view, I see he made coffee without me how rude, well, looks like we are sharing,

"Good morning amore", he kisses lightly on my lips, "günadin fiancé" I took a sip of the coffee, ah Turkish coffee just how I like it, he places his hands on my thighs, caressing them, oh lord, just from his touch I'm already in a trance under his spell, he still hasn't said anything about the marks on my body, just waiting for the moment he will leave me because I'm not perfect,

"Stop thinking like that" okay, as if he read my mind, "think like what, Alexander?" he grips the coffee out of my hands, placing it on the table, he lifts me bridal style he stops us in front of the mirror, he starts playing with the sting untying them making my rope slip off onto the ground, I was left with a long shirt and my PJ pants, he starts to take off my shirt, damn it I wasn't wearing a bra, but honestly who does to bed! Free the girls! I wrap my hands around my chest, covering it up, but are you planning Russo,

Once he took off my pants, I was left only with my underwear. I looked at myself in the mirror, seeing my body for the first time. I looked horrible. This is what I'm going to remember myself as damaged, broken, weak, all those marks, bite marks around my legs and arms will not fade away, I'm going to live this nightmare for the rest of my life, I noticed Alexander taking off his clothes as he left himself with his boxers, his chest hits my back, a tear falls from my face, oh lord you pussy stop crying,

His hands move to connect with my arms to stop me from covering, and I close my eyes as I can't bring myself to look anymore. I'm officially ruined,

"Amore, you know who I see in the mirror?" his hands travel up and down the side of my body. I shake my head, as I worry, I will also sound broken, "well, I see the most beautiful person on this planet, I see a strong woman, who's kept her head held high a leader with so much power, more power than me, amore, god forbid even if you sick was burnt, or anything, I love you for you Celine, these marks will only remind me of how strong you are, you are a survivor amore, I know it will take time to fade, but nothing changes, expect my love for you, I have fallen more in love with you Celine if that was possible,"

He turns me around to face him, but he walks back to his bedside table, grabbing a little black box; he opens it to find my ring, omg my ring!

"Celine, I gave you this ring to not only marry you, but to love you for the rest of my life, grow old together, raise a family, to wake up in the same bed every day, to make love to you, I get to kiss you any time I want, as you are the only woman I want in my life as I am the only man you need, so will you accept this ring again and marry me?"

He still loves me, loves me the damaged little girl, taking in his words proves to me that he is my soulmate, "Yes of course" he places the ring on my finger, still gorgeous as ever, he wraps his arms around my waist lifting me in the air, I wrap my legs around his waist as his hands move to my butt, our lips met, the kiss is different, it felt right, I belong to him, we fit perfectly together, I play around with his hair pushing him closer to deepen the kiss, his lips move down to kiss my neck, oh lord have mercy, "Alexander" his mouth does wonders "Celine", I chuckle as he continues to kiss my neck, "Alexander...make love to me."

He stops kissing my neck to bring his face to look at me, "Celine, we don't have to if you not ready...I will stop if you don...." I kiss him to shut his cute mouth up, "Celine, are you sure" he says in between the kiss. I break off the kiss, our eyes locked. He needs to know I trust him, and I want to have sex with him because I love him for not running away from me. He loves me for me. He is the last person I want to be with, and I'm not going to waste any more time!

"I've never been more sure in my life."