Sai's realisation

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After the phone call....
They are trying their best to sleep...
Sai: aaj yeh kamra itna ajeeb kyu lag rahi hai virat sir ke bina....
She kept shifting right to left and left to right... She keeps her hand on his side of bed and feels it...
Sai: miss tho kar rahi hu aapko... Kya aap bhi mujhe miss kar rahe honge?
(Conversation may seem face to face but no... They are in different places)
Virat: Bhohot miss kar raha hu... Bhohot jyada... Tumhari badbad... tumhari thaane.. tumhari hasi... Sabkuch... Patha nahi humare beech kuch teek hoga ya nahi...
Sai looks at the shelves and thinks something is missing.. she goes near them and then she remembers that photo frames are missing...
Sai: arre... Yaha tho frames hona chahiye... Kaha gaye...(she checks everywhere in the room... But finds nothing) aise kaise gayab hogay.... Kisine lekar gaye kya... Kuch bhi sai... Kon leke jayega.... Haww... Virat sir.. virat sir ne saare frames lekar gaye...
He goes to his cupboard... Opens it and takes out a frame and come back to bed to sleep...
Virat: ab is frame se kaam chalana padega... Hmm...(Looking at her in the frame) kitni pyaari smile hai tumhari.. hasthi hui kitni achi lagti ho.. humesha aise nahi reh sakthi jab dekho naak par gussa baita rehtha hai... Aur mujhe Mr. Kadoos bolthi hai jab ki kudh badi kadoos hai...
Sai: Mr. Kadoos(goes back to her side of bed).... Bappa kya soch kar bana rahe the jo itna kadoos banaya hai aapne inhe... Kitna request kari maine rukhne ko seedha DIG sir se bhi baath ki.... Lekin nahi... Apna chalana hotha hai humesha... Aisa nahi ki biwi manaa rahi hai request kar rahi hai rukh jatha hu.... Ulta mujhe hi sunaa ke aur mile bina chale gaye... Gabbar
This continued till they got tired and
somehow slips into deep sleep...

Next day....Virat joined his duty and sai went to college... When she came back from college and enters her room... Her virat sir memories flashes up... She is badly missing him and college is an exception where she doesn't get such flash memories as she is sincere in her studies...She thought to call him at night... But when she called him he didn't lift her call...
She thought she might be busy with some work...
But this continued for a week... virat calls aai and speaks for a while when sai is in college... Whenever sai calls he didn't lift the calls... Sai complaints this to aai and aai when asked about this to virat he somehow used to divert the topic...
Day by day this behaviour of virat is hurting her a lot... Everyday she used to call but no response... She used to study more to get rid of his thoughts... She reduced to interact with people...
She is deeply hurt and doesn't know what to do to not feel so... No one in the house are able to help her... They could see lot of changes in her within a week... She completely became silent and not even reacting back to the taunts.... She is not having proper food and proper sleep.. she does her part of work silently and goes back to her room to study...
On the other side Virat is literally dying everyday without her... He wants to lift the call but not doing so... He came there to stay away from her but if he speaks with her then surely he wouldn't stay away from her for  long time... Whenever he gets her call he becomes anxious... He used to work day and night... Not eating properly... Sleepless nights... But he never let any of these affect his duty instead he worked more...
In simple words they are hurting themselves... they Need of a simple conversation...
One night.... Everyone in chauvan niwas are in their rooms... Sai went down to fetch water... While coming from kitchen she heard a noise from shivani bua's room... She went to check... She saw aai, shivani bua, Mohit and samrat are having conversation...
Ashwini: mujhe bhohot gabrahat ho rahi hai... Patha nahi in dono ke dimaag mein chal kya raha hai... Ek dusre ke bina nahi reh sakthe yeh hum sab ko saaf saaf nazar aa raha hai... In dono kyu samajh nahi aa raha hai... Kayi inki beech yeh dooriyan aur bad gayi tho...
(Sai gets tensed listening the last line what if it happens... She held the water jar tight as if that jar resembles her relationship and she wants to protect it and not loose it...)
Mohit: kaku please aap tho aisa math sochiye...
Ash: aur kya karu... In dono ne mujhe aise sochne par majboor kardiya hai... Paas nahi rehna chahthe dhoor nahi reh pathe... Bas ek dusre ko takleef dethe rehthe hai....vaha virat ki halat teek nahi hai aur yaha sai ki... Sab kuch teek tha trip ke baad se aisa ho raha hai... Mohit trip mein kuch hua kya...
Shivani: ha Mohit... Virat sai ko surprise dena chah raha tha... Yahi bataya na tumne... Kya hua...
Samrat:trip? surprise?
Shivani: ha samrat... Virat ne ghar mein sabko jhoot bholkar sai ko trip par legaya tha... Anniversary manaane...
Samrat: acha... Par jab maine sai se mila sai ko dekhkar laga nahi ki kuch celebration types hua hoga... Voh tho akele ghum rahi thi...virat nahi tha uske saath... Badhme mila tha...
Mohit: haa kyunki surprise tho choupat hogaya tha na...
Shivani: matlab...
Mohit: sai vahini ne sab kuch galath samajh liya tha..Bhohot bada jagda ho gaya tha.... Unhe laga ki virat Dada abhi bhi patraleka vahini se pyaar karthe hai phir bhi sai vahini ko trip par le aye.... lekin aisa kuch nahi hai... Virat dada tho apne dil ki baath bholne Keliye hi sai vahini ko trip par legaye the.. anniversary ke celebration mein batana chah rahe the jo unhone bhohot baar sai vahini ko kehne ki koshish ki ... Ki voh sai vahini se pyaar karthe hai....
( Her Heart skipped a beat... She couldn't believe what she heard... she slowly walked towards her room... Lost in her thoughts... Mohit words are repeating in her head especially the last line)
She entered the room kept the jar on the table....
Sai: yeh.. Mohit.. kya keh rahe the... Ki... Virat sir... Mujhse... Mujhse pyaar karte hai... Nahi.... Jhoot hai yeh...  Haa.. jhoot... Ya phir sach hua tho....
Yeh kya soch rahi hu mai...
She remembers what samrat said
(Samrat: virat ke baathe samajhne ki koshish karo sai... Jab tak tum kudh samajhna nahi chahthi tab tak tumhe sab kuch confused lagega... Tum kudh apne feelings ko parakhna hoga... Tabhi tumhare man mein jitne bhi sawal hai uske jawab mil sakthe hai... Agar tum kudh apni feelings se muh pherlogi tho koyi kuch bhi kahe tumhe samajh nahi aane vala...  )
Sai kneels down and closes her eyes...
Sai: mai kya chahthi hu... Mai virat sir se dhoor reh paungi bhi ya nahi..... Nahi... Nahi reh paungi... Das din unke bina kaat nahi payi tho jindagi kaise kaatungi....Agar mai pakhi didi ke bina humara journey dekhu tho... Tab shayad mujhe patha chale ki mai kya feel karthi hu virat sir Keliye....
(She remembers each and every moment of them without pakhi...
Play ghum hai kisike pyaar mein female version in your mind.... Their late night talks... Them feeding food to eachother... Holi days... Their hospital scenes... Virat shayari scene... Harini bday planning scenes... Selfie vala scenes.... cultural fest ke time sairat talks... Their muqabla dance... His birthday surprise for her... His gift for her the ring.... His care when she is sick... Their trip... And then the nightmare the anniversary... Sai's words are not less than swords piercing into his heart.... And here she is broken... Tears rolling down.... immediately opens her eyes..)
Sai: unke pyaar tho saaf saaf nazar aa raha tha lekin maine... Maine unke athith ko itne gaske pakadliya ki unke shabd mai sun bhi nahi payi aur unke pyaar.. samajh bhi nahi payi.... Unhone bataya bhi tha ki koyi purane commitments nahi nibha rahe hai phir bhi mai ne unke pakhi didi ke beech ristha imagine karliya... Unhone mere bday ke time par  kaha ki voh mujhe pasandh karthe hai... Hospital mein yeh kaha ki... Ki humara rishta baaki pati patni jaise kyu nahi ho sakte aur voh dil se chahthe hai ki humara rishta vaise ho.... Voh humare risthe ko ek mauka dena chahte the... Lekin mai kuch nahi samajh payi... Kuch bhi nahi... Baar baar unhe apni athith ki yaad dilaathi rahi jabki voh aage bad chuke the... Ajinkya aur mujhe saath dekar unhone hum par indirectly shakh karne par mai ne itna kuch suna di thi.. maine tho seedha bhol diya ki voh... Voh dhono ke saath...huh... Unka gussa jayas hai...yeh bhi kahi thi ki humara ristha jhoota hai jabki humne jo bhi pal bitaye hai voh sach hai...Yeh saari baatein unhe kitna dard diya hoga... Unse yeh kaha ki mere dil mein unkeliye kuch nahi hai... Lekin asal mein mere dil mein unkeliye pyaar....(she stopped... Did she just said pyaar... For Virat... Oh God she realised.... Her heart already accepted that she loves him... The moment she felt comfortable with his closeness her heart is in love with him... But her mind is struck in that deal and stopping her heart to make her realise things...now her mind is released and heart is letting out everything)
Sai: (happy tears)pyaar....(smiles) jaise aaba mere chote chote moments ko khaas banathe the... Candyfloss lekar athe the... Modak banathe the... Meri itni care karthe the... Meri bday ko ek jashn ki tarah manathe the vaise hi virat sir bhi karthe hai mereliye... Naam ke vasthe nahi balki poore dil se karthe hai.... Jo... Jo yeh budhu sai samajh nahi payi... Har ladki ko apne pati apne babaa jitna pyaar karne vala chahiye hotha hai... Mujhe tho mil bhi gaya phir bhi andheka kardi thi maine....
Mai apni dil ki baat sun chuki hu virat sir... Yeh baath aapko batane se pehle Aapki dil ki baath sunna chahthi hu...
Wipes off her tears.... Goes to her bed to sleep....
Sai: bas kal ka intezar hai... Aapse milne aa rahi hu virat sir... Is baar haath thamu tho humesha Keliye...
Ready rehiyega...

Here virat is struggling to sleep... Holding the frame close to him.... Tears in his eyes.... Missing his sai very badly... These ten days became hell for him.... But it seems like upcoming days are gonna bring happiness in his life......

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