With flowers in my hand, I walk alone in the empty street, one afternoon. To meet the man who I adore so much. I am excited to talk to the man who I love the most.
" Love, please don't be stubborn. Eat on time, and don't stay late at night" I chuckled as he frown.
I fell for his care. He always make sure I am doing fine. He always check up on me if I already ate,or did I stay late up night again.
" Yes, yes I will " I said and play the visible veins in his hand.
The cold wind blew and it made me grip on the flowers tightly. I forgot to bring a jacket. I chuckled as I remember one time, he frowned at me as he give me his hoodie because I keep complaining about the cold weather.
I love him more for his kindness. He's my walking reminder for everything and my saviour as I complain on something.
The sun is now setting. The orange color scattered to the sky with the birds flocking in it. He wanted to fly like a bird, to explore the sky. I always laugh at his imagination, but he never laugh at my weird hobbies or things I do. He supports me.
I will never forget him for his love and understanding. He's the only one who made me feel I am loved, for I grow up as an orphan. He always understands me even it's my fault whenever we have problem. He always fix me whenever I am at mess. And he always love me even I am difficult to love. Even I have so many flaws, even if I don't have luxury like he do, even I am not kind, even I am not beautiful like other girls. He love me for who am I, and I love him for accepting me despite my flaws.
I sat on the ground and put the flowers he always give me almost everyday back then.
" I miss you love " I cried as I touch his name written on his grave.
" I am not fine because you left me too early, but hey! I can get through this. I am eating on time, sleeping early and I don't skip my baths now so I don't stink! I always clean my room like you always wanted, watch our favourite show always. " I am smiling but my tears keep falling.
" If the destiny will let us meet again in our next life, I wan't to be loved by you. I don't want another man." the leaves fall as the wind blew again.
It's getting dark and the scattered color of orange in sky is slowly fading. Like him who fade in this world too early.
" You always wanted to be a bird to explore the sky, but you became part of it now. I hope you are happy and doing fine up there. " I stood up and remove some pebbles and dust sticked to my clothes.
" Be with me in our next life. And please stay longer, not like this. Don't die first! We'll die together in our next life so please, be with me. " I pleaded and pools of tears fell again as the orange colors in the sky fades completely and the darkness devoured the only light that keeps everything bright.
Guess I'll be spending my night without him not just once but for my entire life, unless I die.
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