I got tired even I do nothing I got drained by overthinking. I got lonely, even I have family and friends with me.
I stutter as I talk And always felt someone is looking at me and stalk. I over eat and don't eat at all. I spent my night thinking how to sleep without everythinkinh everything. I spent my day sleeping and woke up late from overthinking.
I don't socialize because it suffocates me. And if I don't, I feel empty.
It started when they alwys complain for my flaws, my mistake that they always saw, ans for me, being imperfect who can't fit to their standards or can't reach or exceed their standards.
They complained about me. I, being lazy. I, being a burden. I, being someone who can't be in their darkest night because I couldn't survive at mine. I, being a useless. I, being a failure. I, being a fragile. And I, being just someone to them, because they can't recognize me anymore.
My mom asked me, what's wrong with me. Heck, I was froze for a moment for even I, don't know what is wrong.
Guess I am dead inside. No one killed me physically but the hurtful words you all threw became a sharp dagger stuck in my heart and lock up my mind, made me like a living dead.
My mind that used to be at peace, now turns into chaos. My heart who knew how to love, don't even know how to love it's self.
See how your words, turned someone from at peace to chaos.
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