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☆｡･:*:･ﾟBirthday special｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

 this chapter is a gift for me, written by junoissleepy . Ty. Please, if you are interested in angst, try reading their stories since they specializes in angst genre. This is part of the story

It's my birthday!!!!

Genre: Angst

                Jealousy, jealousy

Insecurity, it was awful feeling that. It makes you haye yourself but it pains everyone to see if their friend is feeling sad.

You are now lying on your bed, blankets over you. Currently surfing through the internet, seeing beautiful girls with clear faces, perfect teeth, fit body, and long eyelashes.

Your phone rang making it fall on your face. You groaned. Slowly looking the person on the screen. Yelena. You decined the call and went back to scrolling through social media.

You and Yelena had a fight last night. You saw her wit 'that' girl again. Her reasons are always the same.

It was night and you decided to visit your girlfriend. You called her to let her know that you were coming but she keeps declining the call. You sent her multiple messages but no replies.

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒀𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅. 𝑺𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒇𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅. 𝑩𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒘. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔.

𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆. 𝒀𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒕𝒂𝒙𝒊. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒕. 𝑳𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰𝒕 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒔.

"Y/n let me in" you heard outside your room. Yelena bamged your door. You stayed silent. Your eyes started to water. No do not cry, don't let yourself feel vulnerable in front of her.

But, the girl she cheated on you. She was so pretty. Her hair was perfectly blonde. Blue eyes, like the ocean. The ocean. It was beautiful but deep, dark secrets hidden deep down. She was the cheerleader in your school. Everyone loves her. She was pretty, smart, sexy, has a good attitude, literally perfect. She was an angel. Heather was her name. You always see her walking by the hallways confidently, her head held high.

There was this time. You were with Yelena. She was talking to you about your next date. Heather walked by like a princess. You watched Yelena's eyes as she walks by.

What a sight for sore eyes. It was the brightest, brighter than the blue sky. She got Yelena mesmerized while you're just here, literally being left out of the frame.

You always wished you were Heather. So Yelena will kiss you like how she kissed Heather everytime you saw them together. But why would she ever kiss me though? I am not even half as pretty, or not at all. There you found out that She likes her better. Yelena was faling out of love. But how could you hate Heather? She's such an angel but then again, you kinda wished she was dead.

"Let me in please" Yelena pleaded. No, you shouted back at her. She continued begging to you to open the door until you unlocked it. Her eyes were red. She was crying.

Yelena held both of your hand. "I am so sorry, I was drunk last night! I didn't know!" She said. You showed no emotion to her. You were now tired. It keeps happening.

"Drunk?"

She nodded.

"You said that before...what if we just break up" you said.

Her eyes widdened. "No! I'm really sorry, I wad drunk, it was the be–

"YOU KEEP MAKING FUCKING EXCUSES! JUST TELL ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE!" You yelled.

'Why did you need to cheat,
You can just break up with me.
I gave you everything but still you cheated. How can I un-love you when I already set my mind that we'll be the one for each other.'

'I was the fool here'

"I'm sorry" she apologized. Yelena hugged you. You held back your tears.

"There were no sparks amymore"

You looked up at her. "I hate you"

"I hate you" your tears spilling uncontrollably. "Fuck you! I hate you! Why am I still inlive with you when you cheated multiple times. I keep forgiving you because I love you so much that I forgot about myself"

"I hate you for doing this to me, you made me this way and now you're leaving like a used ragdol that can't be fixed anymore." Your head low, tears dropping on the carpet.

"Am I not enough right?" You tilted your head.

Yelena lowered her head, trying not to make eye contact with you.

"Oh" you felt numb.

"If that makes you happy, then go" you muttered.

"Don't you ever show your face to me again" as you said that, Yelena left the room. Feeling guilty. It was better tahn letting her hurt you again. Its better ti feel it once than many times.

It was always the pretty girls. They pick them. You knew that everyone have a dark secret hidden from anyone. You know that not all good looking girls have the best lives. Sometimes, they are the cause of someone's problem. You know that it wasn't their intetion to hurt anyone. They're angels. You're just a side character.

It hurts but you promised yourself that it is worth it.