"anonymous" love

again

*3rd person pov*

"i- i promise i forgot about the 4nemo song, xiao.." scaramouche pleads. "ok, that doesn't matter, i'm not doing this." xiao says tying to remain calm.

"ok but now i'm confused, what do you mean by "i almost got us caught"?" albedo says trying to get xiao away from scaramouche for a moment, "oh don't give me that innocent talk."

"earlier you walked in and saw scaramouche and went "oh hey scara!"" the now angry boy says, mimicking the blonde at that last part. "and don't get me started with those fake ass "fan" comments you sent in to target kaeya." he continues, now making the blonde go wide-eyed in shock and a little bit of fear.

"just- im not doing this anymore. i'll just stick with 4nemo." xiao says putting his shoes on.

albedo gets flashbacks from when this happened with kaeya,dainsleif, and him. "no.." he whispers to himself.

scaramouche then speaks up, "i agree with him on this one. i'm not doing this either." he admits before heading towards the door.

*albedo pov*

no..

this can't be happening..

i...

i don't know what to do..

but..

i cant have this happen again..

it's..

too late?

they're..

already out the door..

i've.. lost?

again?

oh..

i see..

that's how it always goes, correct?

heh.. i must be going crazy.

talking to myself instead of doing something to win?

it's almost like-

no.

i won't let him be right.

no way..

all i want to do is learn how to be the best when you rise up from nothing..

not friendship and love..

not bandmates..

no worries except if i win or not...

but...

it looks like he was right after all..

dammit kaeya

why..

if it wasn't for what you and i were like back then i probably would be allowing myself to think like this but..

i guess..

i guess your mindset spread to me?

no.

that's crazy.

just-

huh..

i give up...

i think..

i'm gonna take a break from music.

it's the only way to prevent shit like this happening again