"anonymous" love

everything good must come to an end

(⚠️massive fucking tw for su*cide, please read at your own risk⚠️ )

3rd person pov*

kazuha panicking now, "listen, batos, i-i really can't go with you guys to see him..."

"for me?"

"kuni's killing himself as we speak, barbatos. i fucking cant!" he yells before hanging up and running.

after a few minutes, kazuha arrived at the house and started shouting, "kuni!! kuni! where are you?!"

silence

he runs upstairs, go to the room his kunikuzushi is in, and opens the door gently yet fast, but with fear on what's going to be inside.

he goes inside..

inside is where he sees his lovely kunikuzushi now being hung by a rope from the ceiling, as pale as paper or even winter snow..

"no..." kazuha whispers to himself as a tear falls.

soon enough jean and childe gets to the scene, "kazuha, is he ok-" jean asks, running inside to kazuha.

she sees what's happened and starts to cry, as the ginger looks at the hanged body in disbelief. "meow" they hear from the door of the room.

"ah! his.. his cat- he- he mention him when- when we first star- started talking.." kazuha says through broken sobs, picking up the baby black cat.

"guys!" childe shouts, "he- he left a note!" he says walking over to the note that was left on the bed.

they all go over to see what it says.

"hey, i guess if you're reading this i did it. i killed myself, finally.
the only thing that kept me alive was kaedehara kazuha.
oh yeah, sorry kaz...
for all the times i lied to you, for all the times i took crappy pictures of you, for getting into this mess with you, for being there for you, for dating you, for commenting how pretty you are on your post that one day...
but.. i'm mainly sorry for leaving you...
but, i guess everything good must come to end
i'm sorry, kaz. i really am.
i also would like apologize to my jean for not answering her question about adopting me, sorry, jean.
and i guess i'm sorry to my roommates, or shall i say friends?
huh.
i've never called you guys that before, have i?
well, thank y'all for putting up with me and my bullshit but i'm running out of room for words now.
uhm.. i guess this is it...
bye

- sincerely, kunikuzushi"

*kazuha pov*

"it's been 2 years since you died, kuni. i wonder how you are.. hopefully you didn't find a hot ghost babe in the ghost realm, haha. well, i guess i should catch you up on what happened in these past 2 years. shortly before you died, barbatos' twin venti woke up from a coma, he then trained for a few months and now we're 5nemo. your death had an impact on jean so she stopped being our manager and started working as a foster parent due to her and lisa not being able to have kids. hmm.. your death also had an impact on childe of dckz so he left causing the band to disband.. he's now starting a career as a solo artist though, that's always nice. uhmm.. your roommates never got rid of your room so, if you ever want to visit there in the ghost realm, you can. i uh, i sometimes think that i can hear your voice singing to me but, it's probably just my imagination.. uh, nothing else really important happened.. but, i did get you these lovely flowers that reminded me of you, i hope you're always with me, kuni. i uh, i have to go now, goodbye, rest well, my love" i stand up, after putting the flowers on my lover's grave.

beep

beep

beep

"ah!"

beep

"guys! look!"

beep

huh?

beep

turn that damn noise off

beep

i open my eyes, only to be blinded by a white room, "kazuha! how are you feeling? a doctor should be in soon!" venti says to me, "w-what do you mean? i was just at a graveyard?" i tell him, sitting up to see my other band members with confused smiles on their faces.

suddenly, dr baizhu walks in, "good morning, kazuha, you've been in a coma for 3 years, you're 20 if you were curious." he tells me.

"wh-what about 4nemo?" i ask, genuinely confused.

aether soon speaks up after a bit of silence, "what's 4nemo?"

"wheres scaramouche?" i ask, now being terrified of what happened to my mind.

i see tomo by the door, "that purple haired kid?" he looks at me, "y-yeah! him!" i say with a bit of relief.

"you mean, the purple haired kid you used to always have dreams about before your coma?" he asks.

wait

dreams?

wh-

*???? pov*

"i existed at one point in time, well, sort of. i still exist in the real world, not just in your dreamworld... i was created as a test subject for science. so yeah, you could say that i exist but... the world doesn't know about me since i'm a robot. i got smashed into pieces when you started having dreams about me, that's why you started having them in the first place.. i just.. i wasnt qualified to go to the "afterlife" so i went to your dreams... i'm sorry that we can't meet. i love you, kaz" i say as i watch over the now sobbing blonde, "i must leave now... i'll be in someone else's dreams now.. goodbye, my love."

~end~

wow uh, that was, something-

the sequel is now officially out !! i will post one part of it everyday until i'm fully writing chapters :)

the sequel starts with short chapters but after those few chapters it will start actual chapters, i hope you don't mind♡︎

once again thank and goodbye for now~~~

to be continued