An Endless Void

Trying Safety.

Tubbo sighed in defeat. Tommy didn't know if it was a good or bad.

"I guess if you aren't going to kill the guy or harm him." The brunette paused. "He can stay with you. For now." The boy completed.

"Oh he was going to anyways but thanks for the permission." Wil piped up. Idiot.

"Okay asshole, didn't say that." Tubbo swore.

Wil had start to walk off, Tommy hesitated, he looked at both teens before him. And started to follow the Wil. He felt like he needed to know more.

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"You're telling me. We have no goddamn lead on this kid and Wil's been gone for 2 days?!" A deep voiced man yelled.

"Yes XD, I've been searching for him. We have no lead on the kid. He's probably deep in hiding." Another voice piped up. Since everyone else was to worried to.

"Well fucking find him!" XD seethed.

"We're trying. It's not like it's easy, those kids know their way around ally's and town. They know the spots to hide." The same voice spoke.

"Sam. If you don't find him I'll do it my damn self. And I'll knock the kid out so it's easy to bring him back. I'm guessing none of you would do that." XD taunted.

"Got it." Sam had said under his breath. Everyone had walked out of the room by then, Sam quickly followed behind.

XD placed his head in hands.

"I'll find him myself. I don't need anyone else doing it. I'm doing it. It's been to long." XD started to speak to himself.

Trouble for Tommy then.

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Tommy was pretty much silent for the whole walk, at least at the beginning.

"Is he always like that.?" The teen questioned.

"Hmm?" The man wondered, he first thought of his Father, but it could be anyone.

"Your dad." Tommy replied.

"Why don't you call him dad? Why always Father?"

"It's. It's a long story, that is if you want to hear. At this point you know lots about me." Wil offered. Tommy nodded his head. Of course he wanted to hear this. Dust was sleeping upon his shoulder so he didn't have to worry.

"Alright well, since I was young he found it more respectful for me to say Father, so every time I'd call him Dad. He's yell at me till I understood it. It was a long process, took about a month for me to adjust so quickly." Wil explained. Harsh, what kind of guy does that? I mean okay. Who cares about the father thing but making the quick adjustment?

"That's a bit harsh." The boy empathized. He couldn't help but to feel bad for him. He had such a hard childhood. It was rushed, almost like a river with a waterfall. But not a small one. The ones with a large drop. Peaceful at first, but deadly in the end.

Starting to remind yourself more?

"Eh. It's easy to get used to when you lived with him you're whole life I guess." The oak brown eyed man brushed it off. Like it was nothing. That's surely wasn't just 'nothing'. Tommy kind of felt happy he didn't live with any parents of his own.

"Was he." The boy paused. "Was he always like that to you as a kid?"

"Well. He definitely was. There were times where it was more harsh, some where it wasn't. He still does it now as well. It's just how he is, I've learned how to adapt to it over the years." The man proceeded.

"What were your parents like kid?" Wil asked.

Tommy stopped in his tracks. He didn't remember what they were like. He only remembered being dropped off at the side of the road and their car driving away. Leaving him alone, forever, until he found Tubbo.

"Tom?" Wil repeated.

"I..I don't remember. I only remember being abandoned.." The blonde mumbled.

Wil didn't respond, he gave an empathic look to Tommy, which showed he could understand with saying anything. Tommy enjoyed that. Sometimes he wanted people to understand and him not having to further explain.

Both soon approached the house Tommy was last in.

"Stay here, I need to see if he's here or not, okay?" Wil sighed.

"Alright" The ocean eyed teen agreed.

Wil walked inside while Tommy waited, he had grabbed Dust of his shoulder and held him in his arms since he was awake.

It had taken awhile for Wil to come back, but Tommy was okay with it.

He loved being alone sometimes, the leaves blowing above him, the breeze calm and cool, the sky the color of the ocean. The same blue of his eyes, Tubbo nicknamed him 'Tomsea', even though Tommy secretly liked the nickname. He made Tubbo stop. Kind of regrets that one.

But it's okay.

Everyone has regrets.

Especially Tommy.

His idiotic side leads to bad decisions later turning to regrets.

But some things he won't ever regret. He even made a list. It has to be updated. But he remembers it so easy.

Tubbo.

Wil.

Dust.

His job (money only)

Himself.

Ranboo (secretly won't admit it)

Even though Tommy acts tough. It's only to protect himself. The last time he wasn't tough. He was left behind. Left alone. Abandoned. Gone to waste. Forgotten.

Sometimes Tommy thought of what his parents think of him now. If they even remember him. They probably don't. It was years ago, and they did purposely. They never wanted Tommy.

And he never knew why.

It still bothers him.

Was it his fault

Was it something he did?

Was it because he was alive?

Was it because of his looks?

He knew for a fact he didn't look like his parents. He remembers that.

But the constant reminder of the fact it could be Tommy's fault of being left upon the road bothers him. It hurts him. Like a deep wound you can't fix. You can't fix this. Tommy won't forget it. And he won't let it go. He can't fix it. He can't do anything about it. But he remembers. Their still his parents. So why just completely forget? Even if they did something horrible. He chooses to remember them. Of what he can remember.

Tommy didn't even realize he started daydreaming and talking to himself. Wil still wasn't back so he guessed it was okay.

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"Ranboo. I get a really bad feeling he's not safe." The brunette cautioned.

"Well, we'll have to see how everything plays out." The other boy soothed.

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"I'll find him. My. Fucking. Self" The voice had angered.

"And I'll finally get the revenge I need." XD seethed.

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Wil came out running.

He quickly whispered to Tommy while running past.

"Run."

Soon after was a figure quickly following behind. Tommy took Wil's word and ran.

Deep shit ay?