Insanity

Chapter Ten

Today's Date: September 25, 2011

Dear Journal,

Finally, the day I have been so eager to see, my court date. All I have to get through is four more hours of impatient waiting! My "lawyer" has been trying to plead with me to go for the insanity plea but I'm not insane; I'd rather just say "I'm fucking guilty" and walk away with a smile on my face. Maybe, I am a little insane but I just don't want to go to the asylum and be some person laid up in the bed waiting for my next shot. Officer Gilligan hasn't really been taunting me as much as she used too. She may have gotten the hint that I'd break her fucking legs and carve out her eyes! I know this is a crazy ass idea but lately, I've been plotting my next move. My mind can't stop thinking about escaping from this place but I haven't contemplated all the details because some of them were amateur as hell. I've watched so many shows about people escaping from jail and gotten away with it for so long but they always slip and I have to stay aware of my surroundings and not slip up or it'd be over with for me. Maybe, I should keep these kinds of projects in my head because these pigs like to snoop into other peoples shit! I can't get over how Bryan betrayed me by having me locked up! My so-called best friend had me locked up for something that I couldn't control but he'll get his day with me and that's fucking promise! Fuck him because I've found a new best friend and he visits me every other morning and could never betray me! A blue bird sits at my window when I wake up sometimes and he listens to me; no matter how dark and eerie the story is. Hearing those foot steps only mean one thing that they are coming to get me for my court date. Usually, hearing foot steps get on my last fucking nerve but now, I can't stop smiling and thinking how joyful they sound. Suddenly, the foot steps stop and it goes back to pure silence. "WHY DID THEY FUCKING STOP? THEY BETTER NOT BE GETTING ANYONE ELSE! THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COME GET ME!! WHY AREN'T THEY COMING TO GET ME?" My mood went from happy to fucking pissed off grizzly bear in under a second. When I see those pigs, they're going to get a piece of mind whether they want it or not. They have fucked with me for the last time and they will fucking know it. I guess I'm going to lay down and relax until I calm down for awhile. Thes pigs better hurry up and get me to my court hearing fast or it's not going to be good. Anyways, I'll write when I get out of court..

Until Next Time,

Vince.