Unsollicited

Six

"Hyung!" Jhope's voice sounds in the distance. Jin can feel something on his face. Some staff member holding a bag over his mouth. He blinks his eyes and looks around. He's back at the dressing room, on the table. "He has come by." The staff says and Namjoon takes the staff's place. "Hyung? You had a panic attack and hyperventilated. Are you okay now? Just breath calmly..." Jin is still a bit dizzy and light headed. "The-The show..." "We postponed it. If you are well enough, we can resume." At that moment he just wished he could stay in that darkness. Startled at that dark thought he sits up, too fast ofcourse, which results in the room spinning. He grab onto Yoongi. I know he battled this demon before too. "Hyung what is wrong?" Tears jump in Jin's eyes and he can't even speak. He looks at Namjoon and Namjoon just nods. Yoongi takes him in his arms and pats his back. After about 10 minutes, Jin stopped crying and the make up noona's tried their best to fix him up as much as they can. They finally make it to the studio and do the 40 minute talkshow. The host luckily didn't mind. After that schedule Jin grabs Yoongi's laptop. "Yoongs, you got another one at home, right? I have nothing there. I just want to game a bit." "Don't you have your soulmate to talk to, spend time with? I know I love it when I fall in her arms after a long day. Hyung, you should try it." He shakes his head. "Talk to Namjoon. He knows. IF you knew too, you wouldn't try and pacify me like this." He just holds the laptop and walks to the Wardrobes (tm) to get back to his prison. Jin's big shoulders slouching and his feet dragging.

Allison took Jin's advice that day and headed out to the park he had recommended. It truly was beautiful just as he had said, and the scenery alone cheered her up a bit. She walked along the path and she took in the beauty of the trees, the flowers, the fresh smell of spring just around the corner. It all helped her to clear her head, and she began thinking about her and Jin's situation more clearly. Jin and her were far from ideal soulmates, but that didn't mean they had to hate each other. They were opposites sure, but if they could just find some common ground and meet in the middle, Allison was sure that things would start to go more smoothly. She tried to think like Jin would, and came to the conclusion that the way to his heart would be to try and flatter him the best she could. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she wondered why she was even doing this when he was such a jerk at times, but still, for some reason she felt a connection to him. Maybe there was something to all that soulmate garbage after all. After she finished her walk at the park she went back to the apartment and got busy. She wanted to impress Jin, to make him realize that she truly did want this to work. She decided to cook dinner, making the steaks that her father had provided as well as some potatoes and vegetables to go along with it.

 After dinner was ready and sitting in the warm oven, she began working on dessert. She didn't have many ingredients on hand but she had enough to bake a simple cake, whipping up some homemade icing to put on top. She felt silly, as she stood back and surveryed her work, preparing a whole dinner for someone who hated her, but she tried to brush it off, just hoping that Jin would at least somewhat like it and maybe they could talk and bond over something while they ate. Jin came inside the house and it smelled delightfull. But Jin really didn't feel good, after that fainting spell from the panic attack, he somehow managed to pull the show off and bring it to a good end. He sees her sitting at the table, waiting. My doom is sitting there. He really doesn't feel like seeing her so he just sadly turns his eyes away and disappears in the bathroom, locking the door.

Allison sighed when she watched Jin disappear into the bathroom. She dropped her head into her hands as she sat at the table, running her fingers through her hair frustratedly "Well, so much for that..." She mumbled under her breath. Jin is not coming out fast. He can't face her. He  just prays she goes to her room fast cause he just wants to lay down. He's not even hungry. At all. I just wanna sleep...forever....

Allison sighed and made a plate for Jin, placing it in the microwave since it was apparent he wasn't coming out any time soon. She left the cake in the counter as well as she went into her bedroom, realizing that all the progress they had made was lost.
Jin comes out of the bathroom at hearing some clinging sounds and walk to the couch. He just wants to sleep. He covers himself up with his jacket and starts to sob.
Allison heard Jin's muffled sobs from her bedroom. She debated in her head for a moment before deciding to go to him. She was sure she wasn't going to help the situation but she at least wanted to try. She walked out into the living room quietly and over to the couch, slowly sitting down beside Jin. "Hey.." she said quietly.