Internal darkness

chapter 5

Funny thing is I'm also here to kill a man.

What is going on?

If he's also here to kill a man, is it the same one I'm here to kill? If it is then why are we both here to kill the same guy. I'm pretty sure that my dad is the only one who knows who I kill and when I kill them.

"Who are you here to kill?" I say trying to sound confident. I can't help the nervousness in my voice. I've never had this problem before. Normally it's me and Riley and a person to kill. I've never run into any problems until now.

"Some guy named Justin Matthews, I think." We were sent to the same place at the same time to kill the same person. Why? I'm so confused right now.

"Maybe you should call your dad." Riley speaks up for the first time since Evan walked in. I know she's probably just as worried as I am right now. She's right, I should definitely call my dad to see what's going on.

Maybe he doesn't even know about this. I wouldn't be surprised if it was the same person who sent the roses. We have a big problem. I have a feeling this is way bigger than the three of us could even guess. We could be in a lot of danger.

I would never want my friends getting hurt for something I caused. I dont get close to people a lot because of this very reason. I hate the people I love being hurt, especially if it's by me.  It was hard enough losing Evan for a little bit. I don't know what I would've done if I lost him for good.

"I don't want to call him yet, let's try and think of who it could be by ourselves first. If we can't figure it out, I'll call my dad." I say just wanted to have a good time while were here and not wanting my dad to ruin it.

"Yeah you're right, let's think about it then talk about it after we go to the bar." Riley says. I'm glad she's still thinking about why we're here because I almost forgot. I always have a one track mind but now all my thoughts are jumbled.

"I need to get my shit together before we need to kill the Justin guy. I heard he's all talk so it shouldn't be too bad." Lets hope he doesnt think he could beat me tonight is not the night to fuck with me. I want to kill him so we can figure out who is behind this and what the fuck is going on.

"What are you guys wearing?" Evan asks. I'm assuming he's supposed to go to the same place we are. This is really worrying me. I trust him but I know I shouldn't right now. I can't help but trust him. I know he would never do anything to hurt me. At least I hope not.

Evan is a trustworthy person. I've known him and his dad since I was 3. He was my first ever friend. I've never trusted myself even when I was a kid. I didn't ever want to hang out with him because I thought he was just using me for my sister.

A Lot of people have used me to just get closer to my sister. She's always been popular. I've always been the antisocial hot sister. They would get close to me so they could see my sister all the time. It sucked but I learned how to deal with it.

I didn't have the best childhood. I mean, does anyone have a perfect childhood? If anyone says they had a perfect childhood there lying or there blind. I wish I had a normal family sometimes but if I did I'd be bored without my trauma.

Evans house would always be the one I went to when my mom and dad were fighting or if my dad's friends were there. I'll never forget the day one of them tried to touch me and my dad sat there and ignored it. He was gonna let it happen. Thank god my mom came in.

I only realize I've been stuck in my thoughts when Evan taps my shoulder.

"Did you hear me?" he asks

"Yea i'm sorry I spaced out for a minute." I say then lead him over to my closet so I can show him what I plan on wearing.

I'm going kinda basic tonight because I don't plan on meeting anyone or anything. So I'm wearing a black tank top with my leather jacket and black jeans and some combat boots. I wear alot of black. Most of the time I just really like the color but sometimes things tend to get messy and it's easier to clean.

While I'm showing him, Sofie comes out of the bathroom in her outfit and she looks hot like always. She's wearing a v neck silk tank top and a suit jacket, some black jeans and a Gucci belt. She's definitely the one with better style out of the two of us.

"Do you need to go to your room to get changed?" Riley asks evan.

"Nope, I'm wearing this. I got dressed before I found you guys." He says and I take a chance to look at his outfit.

He's wearing a black turtleneck and a black Gucci suit and a Gucci belt. I'm guessing that's why Riley wore hers so they could match. He looks very good if I wasnt gay id want to fuck him but dicks dont appeal to me.

"We have to be there by 7 so if we're ready we should go now." I say so they know that we need to go.

"Yea I'm ready, are you ready ri?" Evan asks riley.

"Yea i'm ready, let's go."

Tonight is going to be crazy. I can feel it. But I don't know if I'm scared or excited, maybe both.