I walk inside and i go to the kitchen getting a glass of water and i head upstairs going to my room
Tegan : get out
Drew; huh
Tegan ; get out now please
Drew : are u ok
He gets up touching my shoulders and i push him away
Tegan : please just leave drew get out i need be alone
Drew : ok
Rudy : what is with the yelling
Jd : are u ok
Tegan ; please just get out my house
I cover my face
Rudy : tegan
Tegan ; just get the fuck out my house can't any of u fucking lisen
Rudy : ok ok ok were leaving
Jd ; i hope your ok
Tegan ; oh my God get the fuck out
Jd runs down the stairs and i push drew and rudy down the stairs
Tegan: fuck off
I walk into my room slamming the door shut and i lay down on my bed and i start crying and i have my moment and once i calmed down i grab my phone calling my dad .
Dad : isn't this a surprise are u ok
Tegan: i don't know
Dad : what is it
Tegan ; i don't know i really don't i just don't feel right i haven't for days and not feeling right has taken a toll on me . And i just flipped my fucking shit at my friends and they probably think I'm some crazy bitch who looses her shit . I hate feeling like this
Dad : ok just take a chill pill calm down your talking at millon miles an hour
Tegan : sorry
Dad ; ok start from the beginning when did u not start feeling yourself
Tegan: the other day i don't know exactly
Dad ; ok well are u doing anything new something out the ordinary
Tegan ; no mum asked all this I've been thinking seeing why i don't feel like myself but i don't know. Its driving me insane and then acting like I'm ok is driving me insane because I'm not ok
Dad : then stop acting like your ok be true to how your feeling...maybe u need to talk to someone like professional and they can help u figure out why u don't feel yourself .
Tegan ; i come to England in a couple days i can't talk to anyone
Dad ; well your gonna be in the uk for 4 months so maybe u can talk to someone here . I know your gonna be on tour but u can talk to someone throw facetime because if mum can't help u figure out why u don't feel yourself and u can't figure it out. Maybe a professional can because your mum went throw thid when she was younger and she said speaking to someone helped.
Tegan : i don't know
Dad : its worth a shot u can't go on not feeling yourselfs and not knowing why your upset. And u just said u flipped at your friends u don't want to do that again
Tegan ; ok I'll Come back home and find someone cause i just can't do this its taken a toll and its draining
Dad ; I'll have a look for u
Tegan ; thank u
Dad : surprised u called me
Tegan; i knew mum would be asleep and u would be awake i just needed to talk to someone . And i know your like me can't handel upset crying people but i just had to talk to someone . So thank u
Dad ; i really tryed i just can't Handle it
Tegan; no its fine u done a good enough job .
Dad : I'll take it
Tegan ; well thank u dad I'm now just gonna try sleep and stay asleep till i come back home
Dad ; well message your mum aleast once a day or she'll make us catch a flight there
Tegan ; I'll message
Dad ; thank u
Tegan; love u
Dad ; love u too
Tegan : bye
Dad : bye
I hang up and i throw my phone on the bed and i get up going to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out getting in my pjs and i get in bef
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