Reality

Day 6/Night

I woke up to the sound of slight groaning. I was worried so I slugged myself out of my bed and crawled onto the corridor and edged over to the noise. It was coming from Jeffs room and I was considering just walking away and forgetting about it but I am a very nosey person so I knocked on the door quietly and opened the door slightly and peered inside. I saw Jeff asleep on the bed but his hand was clutching his stomach and his other hand was clutching his sheet.
"Jeff?" I whispered sharply, opening the door wider so that I could go inside.
I jumped onto the bed and shook Jeff and he sat up almost instantly.
"Jeff are you okay? I heard you panicking so I came here and checked up on you." I paused and moved off of him but he grabbed my arm and pulled me into his lap and held my hands tightly.
"It's okay." He murmured, shuffling me closer to him. "It was just a bad dream, I'm sorry for waking you." He looked down at his lap but it felt like he was looking at me so I spoke, hoping to try and make his look at me, "are you sure? You sounded really scared." I rested my hand on his cheek and stroked it slightly. And that made him look at me. And he smiled.
"Yeah I'm okay, just a bad dream, I'm sorry for waking you."
"It's okay, I'm not tired."
"No you should get some sleep."
"I'm not tired."
"Come here then." Jeff whispered, holding his arms out as if he wanted a hug. And I hugged him, I rested my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his body and only now I realised that he was shirtless. Oh god.
I felt his body tense up and he gripped my back and he rested his head on my shoulder and I felt his breath on my neck and I felt his stroke my hair slightly to move it out of his way and grab me harder.
I couldn't move, but I didn't want to, it was nice.
"You've only been here for one week..." Jeff whispered, "you've been through so much and it's only been one week."
"It's okay."
"It's not."
"It is, I like it here. I feel safe here."
Jeff sighed slightly and kisses my neck gently then tucked his head into my shoulder. "Yeah." He whispered, "you're safe here, I'll look after you." He whispered, and his grip on my back became more gentle.
"I will look after you." He whispered again, almost echoing himself, "Jack, Ben, Seb, EJ and I will protect you with our lives." He shuffled more and he pulled me on top of him and grinded slightly. I'm not sure if he was suppose to, he just kinda did, which was hot.
I took in a small quick breath when he did that and when he heard me, he looked up at me and did it again, and when I took another quick breath he did it again but this time I tried to stop myself but I couldn't help it. I grabbed his shoulders as if I wanted him to stop but to him that was to carry on.
So he did, but he pushed me backwards now and he was now on top of me; he pushed me hard against the bed and I started to panic but I couldn't control myself, Jeff lifted my legs around his waist and pushed himself down on me.
My neck fell backwards and my grip on his back loosened and my arms slipped down his arms and fell next to me.
Jeffs force became stronger now and I felt my heart exploding.
I couldn't help myself, all I could do was enjoy it.
I felt him peel the clothes off of my body but my eyes were closed so I didn't take much notice.
My body got warner even though I was practically naked.
I didn't know how I was feeling, my heart was happy and excited but I didn't know if I actually wanted it or not.
I paused. I opened my eyes and I pushed Jeff off of me.
"What?" He said slyly, "don't you like it?" He pushed me down again and I really didn't like it, he was being too aggressive and it didn't feel like him.
"Jeff please stop.." I whimper, trying to push him off of me again,
"Just relax." He whispers to me, pulling my arms away from his chest.
"Please stop.." I say a bit louder, nearly yelling,
"No." He said with his voice more raised than I've ever heard,
"Get off!" I scream, hitting the side of his face and shoving him off the bed.
He stood up and came over to me and pinned me against the wall aggressively. "Don't you dare do something that stupid again..." He yelled, "you know I can kill you easily, you're not safe here."
"But you-" I whispered, catching my breath slightly, "you said that.."
"Shut up!" He snapped, taking a hold of my neck, "you are not safe here... Leave." And then he threw me into the floor and I felt all of my body go numb and I slowly drifted into darkness...