Haunted

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Violet
Empty.

That who I've been feeling this past months, empty.
I have absolutely no reason to get out of bed. Have breakfast do stuff. It make no sense.

Because my parents were murdered. I remember that night very dizzy. I hear my father yelling at someone and then male scream. Then another but female scream gunshot, silence, footsteps, me jumping out of window and after everything seems go back to normal, I got back in the house I ran to living room and saw the lifeless bodies of my parents.

Now I live with my uncle Edward aunt Vivian and My cousin

I don't really talk a lot to uncle Edward, All I know is that he's cold hearted and doesn't likes long talks with family members.

Aunt Vivian is very sweet, she checks up on me as much as possible, she's been my emotional support.

And we got my Cousin... she's so weird. Her name is Valentina. She is so cold and she only thinks about herself. We had only one conversation since I've got here and it was like this:

~flashback~

"Im sorry for your lose" Valentina mumbles something I can barely hear

"Excuse me what?"

"I am sorry for your lose" she said little louder but I still couldn't hear it very good

"I am sorry Val I don't hear you"

And then she ran away 

~end of the flashback~

Note it I have been here for 2 weeks!

My family is kinda rich. Not kinda we are very rich. I got lots of jewelry, I also have lots of dresses. We had lots  of maids in our old house. One of my favorites was Maggie. She worked at our house since I was born. My parents tried their best to spend time with me but it wasn't always possible, so Maggie was like my other mother, she cooked for me she babysat me, when I grew up a little she taught how to read, mathematics, Italian even French, I am so thankful for her. But she refused to work at my uncles house, how bad.

My routine is this:
I get up, get dressed, eat breakfast, read book sometimes cry, then  dinner time, continue reading book, write in my dairy take a bath and go back to sleep.

Yes you heard it right I don't ever go outside, it's too hard for me yet, I can't do it.

I miss them everyday, I wish I would have done something that day,  Ran to the room that day kill the person who killed my parents, but no I had to obey my fathers stupid orders and stayed in my room. But I am glad, I am glad that  i jumped from the window and  when I heard the foot steps approaching the room,

If I didn't do that i would probably be dead. By now. But I still feel
Guilty.