My Baby Daddy

Part 28

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Nalani POV

Taehyung has been calling, texting, emailing, DM'ing me on Instagram and Twitter. He's sent me 6 letters. In the span of 2 weeks. I have not seen him. But I am not cruel, so I let him see Caedon. I don't Caedon to not have his dad around just because we are going through things. That's not fair to him.

I've sent Prince over there to drop Caedon off. I just really can't handle seeing him. I can't. I have never been more heartbroken in my entire life.

Prince is watching Caedon at his house right now because I wanted to clean the entire house and I really can't properly watch Caedon while I'm focusing on cleaning. So he's just gonna come back when I finish.

I was wiping down the walls when there was a knock at the door. I put the stuff I was holding down and took my gloves off and opened the door and was met with Taehyung. I was not ready to see him. Especially not so abruptly like right now.

"Nalani can I--"

Before he could finish I closed and locked the door in his face putting my back up to it. And tried to take deep breaths. I wanted to be able to see Taehyung the next time on my own time. He can't just keep showing up to my house whenever he's ready to talk. Because I'm never mentally prepared.

"Nalani please. Open the door. I just wanna talk to you." He said knocking on the door. But I should have known it was only a matter of time before he showed up at my door with all the effort he's been putting in just to get me to respond to one of his text messages.

"No. Leave Taehyung." I said.

"Nalani. Please. You don't even have to forgive you. I just wanna talk to you about everything." He said and I opened the door.

"Well I don't want to talk to you." I said looking at him.

"Please. Just for a minute at least. Please." He said begging and I threw my head back because somehow he always get's me to cave in first. He knows his power with me and he's holding it against me constantly.

"Okay. But not for long." I said.

"I understand." He said and I stepped back and let him come in.

"Smells like some strong ass bleach in here. I hope you're not mixing chemicals again." He said making me laugh.

"I'm definitely not doing that." I said sarcastically and he laughed too. We went to the couch and sat down and I stayed far away from Taehyung.

"Don't do that." Taehyung said.

"Just talk." I said.

"I wanted to talk to you. But I really don't know what else to say other than sorry. Because I don't know if you're gonna let me explain." He said.

"You're already here and I let you in. You might as well explain I guess." I said shrugging.

"Um...that day I left out of here. I went to a bar and drunk. A lot. I drove, which...was not the best idea. But I was fine. And when I got home I drunk more, and called Trina. Asking her to come over. Like I know this sounds dumb but I was just drunk and dumb. And angry. And sad because you weren't there. I did end up sleeping with her Nalani. And when I woke up I regretted it more than anything. More than anything I swear to God." He said holding my hand and I lightly pulled it away and he looked down looking hurt.

"Taehyung. I sorta feel like I have no reason to be angry--"

"But you do. You have every reason to be angry." He said.

"I feel like I don't though. You are not my boyfriend and at the time you still weren't. But it still kinda felt like you were--"

"Mine. Right?" He said and I nodded.

"You weren't mine. But you were mine if that makes sense. Like I don't just have sex with anyone. I wanted to be the only one. And it seems like you just went off and found another. And that honestly hurt me. I was just starting to forgive you, and then we get into an argument. That when I looked back on it really wasn't as huge as we made it seem. And it definitely wasn't worth you going out and...I can't even say it." I said laughing a little.

"I'm really sorry Nalani. Really. I know how you are and never wanna be just another option. And I just wanna let you know that you're not. You're not an option. I care about you more than anyone...well...except Caedon." He said making me laugh.

"Same." I said making him laugh too.

"But...really. No one else has my heart and my mind the way you do. No one. Trina is nowhere near the woman you are. Nowhere near." he said.

"You're saying this but for you to even sleep with her, talk to her, call her, have a conversation with her is like you're putting us in the same damn category and I don't like that. I wanna be the only one you want. And you've been acting like I'm not shit." I said.

"I know I have made mistakes that I obviously can't go back on. Even though I really really wish I could." He said looking down.

"Taehyung. My uh...not to get explicit for no reason. But my coochie is yours. Like...I can't give that to anyone else but you. I feel like I can't sleep with anyone else but you. It feels like cheating. But I don't wanna be in something that is so one sided. I just can't." I said shaking my head.

"I understand Nalani." He said.

"And it just seems like I always come second place to her. And I don't wanna be second place or a second choice to anyone." I said.

"But you're not Nalani. You're always gonna be first." He said.

"You say this. And then you go sleep with her. So I really can't tell. I'm either never gonna forgive, or it's going to take a long time for me to forgive and move on. And you might have moved on before that. So..." I said looking down.

"I will never move on. Never. It doesn't get any better that you. It's only you. It's only you. I'll wait as long as it takes. And I'll take the chance that you'll never forgive me. I'll still love you. Just from afar." He said and I held his hand.

"I love you Tae. I'm sorry." I said and he scooted closer to me and I let him.

"Don't say sorry. It's my fault. I caused this. I love you too." He said hugging me and we both held onto each other hella tight.

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