Never Trust Nightmares

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            We finished our breakfast while talking about our lives and I realized that Ansel's life wasn't as I expected it to be . I thought he would be a rude rich kid that doesn't respect anyone but themselves . He is really nice actually . I had so much fun Tella's voice brought me back to reality "helloooo?'' she was standing in front of me waving and I didn't even notice her " hi sorry I was just thinking" I said before she could ask anything "cool" was what she answered and then she turned around and left me alone in the palace's kitchen .

         It was silent and there were no chefs or maid so I decided to sit on the counter watching the view out of the view window , Ansel was outside talking to one of his guards about an invasion that happened yesterday .

            About 5 minutes later he showed up and some of thebuttons of his shirt were open . "sorry for letting you alone with my s-' he looked around and then he looked back at me "did she really left you alone inhere?" I smiled of his annoyed look "that's fine , I should probably get going, I have to go to work" I said without actually wanting to leave "already? Ok but you aren't leaving alone , Logan will take you home, they are very dangerous, they have started and there are some invasions in the state from- '' he stopped talking and looked elsewhere "from? '' I asked with a question

" it is a big story I will explain to you when I can promise " he promised and took me to the carriage holding my hand tightly as if he would say goodbye to me forever.

             Logan opened the door for me and got in quickly . That was weird . What where those invasions about .Okay I get it he can't tell me information like that but i really wanted to know . I will . Next time I'm going to meet him I will ask him about it . Before I even realized it I had arrived home. 

           Logan accompanied me to the door, waiting for me to enter. When he left I finally got up to get ready for work. 

         Usually at such an hour mom was in the living room watching her favorite series. But I was not listening to the TV "mom?" no answer I went to the living room and tears began to flow on my face. 

          Everything was up and down all that was left was my mother's killed body on the couch. I did not know what to do. 

     However, I did not want to leave her like that . I went to her and the tears started to flow even faster. We did not have the best mother-daughterrelationship. I never told her I loved her even if she did. Tears filled my shirt in the memories.

              Maybe she hadn't really died. If I took the knife off her and took her to a doctor everything would be fine. I tried to touch her, hoping her pulse was still there. She was cold. I could no longer hear her heart. How long was it like this while I was having a good time? It's all my fault . 

            If I was not selfish and did not go to the palace all this would not have happened. I started to get so angry with myself that I screamed. I screamed so loud that the whole city could hear me but I did not care as much as my anger got louder the more I screamed.

           Suddenly everything turned to ashes fire everywhere I burned everything but not a single flame touched me I looked down to see that my shoulders and hands were on fire , but it didn't hurt me . It was coming from me !

           Everything became dark and the last thing i remember was strong arms around my body

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