Lost In Love (Sequel to "Crazy For U")

Chapter Thirteen: I Don't Know What to Think

//Alondra's P.O.V.\\

V has been trying to convince me this whole month to believe Logan. I can't help but be stubborn with this situation. No matter how much she begs me I can't believe. It's been a month since Logan sent me that text I want to reply but I'm not going to. It's like part of me wants to believe him but the other part says not to believe him.

I'm so conflicted with myself. I want to be with Logan and I want to hug him and kiss him but he's on tour. No no no this is wrong because I'm mad at him. But yet again I don't know what it is that I'm feeling. Hopefully these mixed feelings I have become clear. But what V said is true: Logan is a great guy. I love him so much but it hurts me a lot what he did to me.

I don't know what to think anymore. I know that Logan is a great guy but I don't know if he is honest or a liar. Oh why was I so stupid! I should've gone with V to see the videos when she told me! I'm so stupid now it's too late because she even yelled it at me. She told me that it was already too late to go see the videos.

Geez she is so right! I should believe her because she always tells me the truth and we always tell each other everything. This is what I get for not believing V. Now I will probably never see Logan again. Or I might be able to see him since he just has one more month of tour. Hopefully I can see him soon.

Oh no but if I go look for him, he'll think I have been acting childish and he'll probably think horrible things about me. Why am I being so stupid?! Oh my god oh well I'll see what happens. God please help me figure out the correct thing to do.

~The last month of their tour~

//Logan's P.O.V.\\

Well I'm glad that this is our last month of our tour! Woo Hoo! Yeah I'm so pumped! I'm super excited to go back to the Palm Woods! I can't wait for the plan. I'm confident that this way Alondra will believe me and will get back with me.

Okay so glad that this is our last month. V told me that she is super excited for us to get back because she can't wait to see Alondra's reaction when we get there. I told her that that is exactly how I feel too. So we did tonight's concert and headed to the next stop and the next and the next. Finally it was our last stop and we had a great time. We made many memories.

Now we were on our way home! The bus ride from our last show was pretty long back to L.A. We all fell asleep immediately because we were super tired. James and I fell asleep on the couch and Kendall and Carlos fell asleep on the table.

It was a long way back home. When we all woke up, we were already pretty close to the Palm Woods we just needed a mile. In a blink of an eye we were already at the Palm Woods.

It's amazing how our driver drives fast but keeps the speed constant and we can't even feel that we are going fast. It felt pretty normal. Anyway we got to the Palm Woods and it was really early. The lobby was empty because everyone was still asleep since it was 5:30 am. We took the stairs to the apartment. We got to our apartment very quietly trying not to wake anyone up. We just stayed on the couch until it was 9:00 am.

Usually my little sis, Katie, and Mrs.Knight wake up at 9:00. So we all closed our eyes a bit and fell asleep. Later on I felt someone hugging me. I woke up and saw that it was Naomi. For some weird reason I thought that it was either Kendall, James, or Carlos. I wanted to laugh really hard, but I didn't because I didn't want to wake anyone. In my mind I was dying of laughter haha. I opened my eyes and I saw that Naomi was with her eyes closed. I thought that she had fallen asleep in my arms but no because that is when she opened her eyes. "Good little sis," I said smiling and giving her a kiss on her head. "Good morning bro," she said returning the smile. "How's my little sister," I asked. "Glad to see you again. I missed you," she said hugging me tight. "Aww I missed you too," I said returning the hug.