Size of Cal at the end of the chapter <3
"I'm pregnant." I blurted out, gasped, then slapped my hand over my mouth.
Dante choked on his coffee.
"Oh my god." I whispered to myself. I did not just do that.
I choked!
Well Dante is pysically choking right now.
"Are you okay?" I asked shyly. He looked up at me and I felt my heart stop. No going back now. Just like Ciara told me. "Dante?" He was silent. It looked like he was thinking. Hard.
I'll give him a minute.
I began to play with my hands as we both stood in silence. This is not good.
At all.
My eyes began to sting with water and I looked up at him. "I'm sorry." I cried out and shoved my head into my hands.
Why did I tell him?
Why didn't I just get rid of the baby before he even knew. Then he wouldn't be mad.
"Please don't be mad at me. I didn't know how to tell you- it was a mistake and I didn't know. And- amd I can't breathe." I mumbled the end to myself as I felt my airways close up. They didn't actually close up but it felt like it.
"Hey, calm down. It's okay." Dante said and pulled me in for a hug.
"No it's not. You're mad. I didn't mean to I really didn't. I didn't want this to happen. It wasn't supposed to happen." I rambled on as I cried into his chest.
"Callie, just breathe okay. It's fine."
"It's not though. You're not okay with this and I know it."
He stayed quiet.
Holy shit.
"Oh my god." I said for the second time and backed away from him. "Dante."
"You have to give me a minute okay? You just told me you were pregnant. That doesn't just pass your mind." He talked softly and calmly to me, which helped me calm down a little. "I'm not mad."
"You're not mad?" I sniffled and rubbed my eyes.
"No, I'm not."
"Why aren't you?"
"Am I supposed to be?"
"Yeah!" I exclaimed and threw my hands up in the air. "You're supposed to yell at me and call me a disgrace, and that I can either abort the baby or you're breaking up with me!"
"Why would I ever say that?" He whispered. I don't know to be honest.
"You said it was too soon." I whispered back.
"If planned. This wasn't. Which I need to know how because I'm pretty sure your on a pill. But this is happening without either of us knowing at all times."
That didn't make me stop crying though. Once I began, I didn't stop. "You don't need to cry. There's nothing to worry about."
"I'm pregnant! I'm carrying a fucking baby that will be our responsability till they turn 18. So 18 years we have that! A baby! Oh my god. Now I'm just stressing myself out." I groaned and slumped down on a chair. "I'm sorry."
"Why are you saying sorry?" He chuckled, "it's okay. We just have to figure this out, together, and everything will be perfect."
"Yeah." I mumbled and looked up at him. He was smiling. Like he was happy. Everyone was telling me he would be happy but I wasn't listening to them. They were right. I was overthinking like usual. "I'm a month too."
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His Soft Spot
RomanceShe showed him that it is okay to love. >>><< Warnings: Mature themes such as: Sex Killing Blood Weapons swearing.