Meant for each other ( Girlxgirl Teacherxstudent)

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Samantha

I'm sitting on Skyler's lap at the dinner table. I lay my head against her and cuddled as close to her as possible. Skyler has put an arm around me and is holding me tight. "Don't feel like eating?". I shake my head when Skyler asks and keep I playing with my food. "Can I do something for you?". I shrug. "Just sitting with me like this is fine." Skyler gives me a kiss on top of my head. "Okay, I should be able to do that. If I can do something else for you, then you tell me?". I turn my head to give her a kiss. How happy I am with her. "Hey, what if I do want to eat something?". Casper put my plate away from me after a while. I think I was annoying. "Then you ask if you can have some from Skyler or something." I can laugh at that comment. "Sorry was it really that annoying?". He looks at me with his look that says yes what do you think. "No, not at all." Lara says with a laugh. "Have you seen the photo of Jace?". Lara nods and Skyler immediately strokes my back and I feel her lips on my head. I think she could hear the lump in my throat. "I haven't seen him yet, but I'll do that right away. I'm curious what he looks like." Casper says. "He really looks like you Sam. Especially those beautiful blue eyes, they are just like his mother". It brings a smile to my face when I hear Lara say that. I see Casper look startled. His gaze moves from Lara to Skyler. "It's okay Casper. Sky knows I'm his mother." He looks at me somewhat surprised, but can also see the relief in him. "Okay, I didn't see that coming." I give him a smile. "No, to be honest, neither do I. How did you know?" I ask Skyler, looking at her. "The first time Jace was mentioned I knew there was something about him. The day you were really bad and you said you missed him I already had the idea that there was more going on. I just didn't have any idea what it could be. I paid extra attention to him when I was in England. Jace may be a boy but he really is a mini version of you and I'm not just talking about being with him there was an instant click and he too falls asleep in my arms within five minutes." We all laugh at that comment. Skyler gently wipes away any tears I have and then continues. "And what Lara just said. When you look Jace in the eye it's like looking at you. In all his doings he's just you. Then I got the suspicion that you could be his mother and was sure when you saw Jace via facetime. The look in your eyes said more than anything. I did ask Lara for confirmation and then I got it. You really have a beautiful son." The latter she says almost in a whisper. I put my lips on hers and after the kiss we hug each other in a tight hug. My tears are flowing again. "Should we go away for a while?" I shake my head when Casper asks. "You guys just continue eating. I'm going to play the piano. Sky would you like to sit outside together afterwards?". Skyler nods. I then give her a kiss and get up, to be able to come to myself for a while.

I playing the piano for over an hour. It was a little longer than I planned, but it did me good. When I get outside I see that Skyler has already lit the fire pit. She lies on a lounger under a blanket, with her eyes closed. "Hey beautiful women". Skyler opens her eyes and looks at me with a sweet smile. "Do you always talk to yourself?". I give her a kiss and then snuggle up against her under the blanket. She immediately puts her arms around me. "Did you have a good time playing?" I nod. "Are you ready for it?". Skyler looks at me in surprise. "For what?". I lie on my side and Skyler does the same. We look at each other and I play nervously with her hair. "Uhm are you ready to hear my story?". Judging by her face, she hadn't quite seen this coming. "I'm ready, if you're ready." I nod and then turn onto my back. "I don't really know where to start." I say with a sigh. "Take all the time you need honey. I have all the time in the world." I close my eyes. When I stay still for a while I feel Skyler grab my hand that is on my stomach. She gently rubs my hand with her thumb. It's just that push I needed. "I have nothing to complain about my first years of life. That was all normal. It changed when I was about nine years old. I don't know what caused it, but then my father started abusing me. In the beginning it was occasionally. Later it became almost daily. As soon as my bedroom door was slammed hard, I knew what time it was". Tears are rolling down my cheeks, but I'm glad I can tell Skyler and that she's letting me do it in peace. All she does is hold my hand and that's exactly what I need right now.
"On my twelfth birthday I went alone with my father away for a weekend for the first time. I didn't want to, but what could I do about it. If I said something, he would do something to my brother and mother, he always said. So yes I kept my mouth shut. It wasn't just a weekend away and after that we went away every weekend A nice father daughter weekend he told everyone. In reality he sold me to other men and women too. It was during the week his turn and on the weekends he made a lot of money off me. At one point I couldn't take it anymore if anyone even touched me. I was given something I don't know what but I think it was some kind of drug or something. That way at least those men and women could go about their business without me having any trouble. When I was just fifteen I gave birth to Jace and I have no idea who his father is. There are too many options for that. Nobody knew about it , apart from my parents. I was eight months old when we found out I was pregnant. It was not visible on my body, but my mother noticed the symptoms. My father told me that I had done something with several boys at school and my mother believed that of course. By the time I was due to give birth, I went on vacation with my parents. At least that is what has been said to the outside world. When we came back with a baby, everyone was told it belonged to my mother's aunt. That she had died and that my parents were taking care of him. Jace was truly a godsend. I loved him from the day he was born. I could never have imagined that you could have such maternal feelings at fifteen. Since then there have been no more weekends away and my father has never touched me. Until the day he found out I like women.I was chatting with my brother. He was screwing me about guys and I was making something of a comment like, what am I supposed to do with guys, girls are much hotter or something. Before I even realized what was happening my father had already pulled my hair from behind and threw me against the wall. He went all out on me. My brother then called the police and then he was able to stop my father before I lost consciousness. That's the last day I saw my father. He has been in prison ever since. I told the police everything, except Jace's story. My mother didn't believe my story and told me that if I told the police that Jace was mine, he would be taken away and put in foster care. I didn't want that, then I might never be able to find him again and I never expected that I would never see him again. My mother believed my father that I had made up all those stories. That's why she didn't want anything to do with me anymore. I could live here, but I was never allowed to enter her and Jace's life again. Fortunately, my brother believed me and sided with me. He got me through it in the beginning, together with Lara and Casper, I also told them almost everything. They know that my father abused me, but not that it happened almost every day. They don't know I've been sold to several men and women every weekend for years. I told them it happened once. And so they know that Jace is my son and I miss him so much Sky". When I have said that I break completely. I cling to Skyler, who immediately grabs me tight and keeps kissing me on top of my head. "Sorry you had to go through all that. I will always be there for you and never hurt you. What an incredibly strong woman you are and I will personally make sure that you get to see Jace again."