Meant for each other ( Girlxgirl Teacherxstudent)

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Samantha

We had been in the shower for at least half an hour. I just sent Skyler away and asked her to go to bed in only shorts. To see if I can handle that. I stayed alone in the shower for a while. I have to process this. I think Skyler was right about I'm not being ready yet, but I want it so badly. Especially for her. She doesn't show it, but I can see how she longs for it. Although I do believe her words. That she wants to wait for me and if I'm never ready, she is also at peace with it. I'm also glad she took me into the shower. It was difficult, because I was once again confronted with the facts. But it was also pleasant. Things have now been said that otherwise would not have been said. And most importantly I felt safe with her the whole time.

Now I have only put on shorts myself and go into bed next to Skyler. "Sleep well, Sammy." she says as soon as she feels me next to her. I think she's half asleep already. "Sleep well Sky". I say and try to sleep too. "Skyler sorry, but would you put on your top?". I ask after ten minutes, when I roll off her. I wish it were different, but it doesn't feel good to lie in bed like this. "Of course sweetie. You know you don't have to apologize for that. I'm proud of you for trying and pointing this out." she says as she takes her top from the floor next to the bed and puts it on. I put on a top myself and lie down with her again. "I love you". Skyler pulling me closer to her. "I love you too Sammy". Then we drift off to sleep.

I wake up earlier than Skyler and I lay there watching her for a while. What did I do to deserve her. Skyler is truly beautiful, inside and out. My lips are drawn to hers like a magnet. After a while I pull back, startled, when I feel her lips move too. She immediately opens her eyes. "Sorry". I shake my head when she says that. "I'm sorry I woke you up." She lies on her side so that we look at each other. "I don't mind waking up like this." She says with the sweetest smile. I gently grab her face with my hands and then kiss her again. It's a slow kiss and I can tell Skyler is leaving it all to me. She willingly follows my pace. After a while I feel her hand on my side. Without breaking the kiss, a hand of mine leaves her face, to take her hand away. Luckily she is right about what I want and puts her hand on her leg. "Good morning". Skyler says with a big smile, when I have stopped the kiss and put my forehead against hers. "Good morning". Think I say it with a smile at least as big as hers. "Didn't you like it when I touched you?". she asks after we stare at each other for a while. I shake my head. "Okay good that I know that now. The rest felt good?". I give her a kiss. "The rest felt great". I say with a big smile, Skyler also has that on her face again. "But I'm going to leave you alone now. I agreed with Lara to do homework together and we were supposed to start that half an hour ago." I give Skyler another kiss and then stand up. "I'll be right there too. Maybe I can help you."

Lara is waiting for me in the kitchen. "Are you finally there". She says a little irritated to me. "Good morning Sam. Did you sleep well? Yes and you?" Now I see a smile appear on her face. "How are you so happy? You haven't even had your coffee yet." I give her a smile. "We kissed". When I say that, Lara looks at me in surprise. "So? You do that all day." I sigh. "Yeah, but not in the bedroom before." I can see she understands me. "I'm happy for you Sam. You made it late yesterday didn't you?" I shrug. "I have no idea how long we stayed in the shower. We talked for a long time." "In the shower?". I nod and want to say something more, but then I hear a phone ring. "Oh yeah, that's Skyler's phone. I think it has rang ten times in the last hour." When Lara says that, I walk over to Skyler's cellphone, which is on the counter. I want to grab it to take it to Skyler, but then I look at the screen and see that she has 15 missed calls and a message. From: ❤ Daan ❤: Honey I miss you too. We need to meet again soon.