My Little Girl(Nian)

Chapter 17

Nina was on the phone with her agent it had been three weeks since TVD ended and she couldn't believe what she was hearing from her agent."What?" She wanted to make sure that she was hearing them correctly."I have two other projects this year."

"Nina Vin Disiel is in this movie you got the role." She really wanted to make sure that Nina took the deal it would be big for her,"Your already finished one and then you do this one and then the last and your set."

Nina hadn't even really wanted to do the first two. She had auditioned but she never thought that she was going to actually get the role."I have five year old daughter."

"Doesn't that daughter have a father." She wouldn't let Nina pull out of this deal it was huge for her. She knew that she was a mother first but she also knew that Parker had a father that she needed to get to know.

"Were not together." Nina didn't know if she was ok with leaving Parker with him yet or if she really ready to take this deal. No offense to him but she was only ok with leaving Parker with her parents. She needed to think about it before she decided that she wanted to take it."Can i think about it please."

"They need a decision in 48 hours Nina." She needed the answer back right away so she could get back to the director.

"OK." Nina understood if she didn't take it then they would have to try and cast someone else."Thank you."

"You should really consider taking this."  She knew that if Nina ever wanted to get big she needed to take this deal."Its a great deal Nina."

"Let me think about it bye."

"Ok bye."

The line went dead Nina didn't know what she was supposed to do it was a great deal. But she didn't know if she was ready to leave Parker again.

Their was a knock at the door she went to open and seen Ian and Parker. She really hoped that Parker didn't notice tht something was wrong with her."Parker go get ready for Dinner i ordered food it should be here soon."

"Yes mom." Parker ran to her room.

"Are you ok?" Ian knew that something was up with her she looked sad about something he just didn't know what it was.

She wasn't ok but she knew that he wasn't either he was going through a divorce and living at a hotel."Are you? Last i check you were the one that was getting a divorce."

"Nina?" He knew that something was wrong with her. They may have not dated in awhile but he was sure that something was wrong.

She knew that she was going to have to tell him she couldn't keep this to herself."Come in." She opened the door to let himi in when he walked in she closed it behind him. She went and had a seat on the couch. She knew that she had to tell someone this wasn't the type of thing that would stay a secret for long."I got the role in an action Movie. With Vin Disel this should be good news for me my agent thinks that i should take it but the only thing on my mind is the fact that i have a 5 year old. This could be big for me. But i can't leave her again. I abandoned her once and i will not do it again." She couldn't abandon her baby again she wouldn't.

He knew that she didn't want to abandon Parker but this could really be big for her."Nina this could be big for you and i thought that you were focused on your career."

She didn't want to leave her baby maybe once that had been her priority but it wasn't anymore."Not anymore i promised her that i would never leave and i meant it i can't go breaking my promise to her."

"Nina you would have every weekend off i can keep her." Ian knew that she should take this project it would be huge for her, but he also knew that she didn't want leave Parker with someone that she didn't trust and she would want to be able to see her.

"Are you sure that your going to be able to watch her don't you have something coming up." She wanted to give him more time so he could get to know their daughter but she didn't know if she was ready to.

He shook his head he didn't have anything that he would need to do. He could dedicate all his time to Parker."No but you have three different movies and you would be able to get her every weekend and on all your breaks."

"I don't know if i would even trust her with you." Nina was lying she knew that she was but she didn't need him to know that. She trusted him with her life but she didn't know if she was ready to do this yet.

"I would never do anything to endanger my daughter." It was the truth he would never do anything that would potentially hurt his little girl.

She took a few deep breaths she didn't know what she wanted to do yet. She just knew that she wanted to decide first before she approached Parker about her decision."I don't want to tell her yet. I need to figure out what i am going to do first."
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Nina was watching Parker sleep she was so scared that if she left that Parker was going to hate her forever. She used to put her career before everything but that changed when she had her little girl she couldn't go back to what she used to be. She was a mother now.

She didn't want to trust him but she knew that he was right he would never hurt her daughter. She honestly wouldn't trust to leave Parker with anyone else but her parents or Ian. She had to think hard on what she was going to do it was going to affect a lot of people.
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Nina had took Parker to the park she was chasing her around. She was going down the slide with her helping her on the monkey bars. She wouldn't change these moments for the world. She had made her decision. She was going to do the movie and leave Parker with Ian. She had to give him a chance to get to know her daughter. Their daughter.

She stopped for a momment and texted her agent."I'm in." She took a breath now she just had to tell Parker that she was going to be leaving. She prayed that she understood. That she would be ok with her decision but she knew what was going to happen.