I put a cigarette out on my arm again, the pain mixed with anger was quite the cocktail.
Now I'm mixing prescription medications so that even if I do want to feel, I simply can't.
I am an author running low on ink, too broke to buy any more, or maybe too broken to even try.
For the moment, I sit in silence with my thoughts and let them question me instead of them.
I ponder on the "if only" factor of everything, too blind to realize I'm breaking my own goddamn heart.

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Roses In The Sun
PoetryA book dedicated to the thoughts that lie beneath the surface of all that I am, all that I will be, and all that I hope to become. A book dedicated to the outcasts, to those who've felt invisible, to those who want to read and fall in love with the...