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I yawn, a headache making me flinch. The memories of yesterday come back to my mind and I ball up in my bed. I can't hold back the tears. I feel so alone, so cold. Memories with Jin flash back before my eyes, torturing me further, his smile, his kindness...
Waking up next to him...
Training with him...
I close my eyes to stop the tears and I'm startled when someone spoons with me, I turn my head and seeing Jimin I relax, letting myself cry.
I look around and only realise then that I'm in Jimin's bedroom. He must've picked me up after I drunk a little too much. He's not too close so that I don't feel uncomfortable but holds me still. And I'm so grateful...
I'm craving a hug, comfort.
I close my eyes and try not to think about Jin. I try to push away the memories harassing me. I don't want to do anything today. I know I have to go to work. Luckily I'm only starting at 11am. Because I don't want to do anything.
Yeah, I only dated Jin for seven weeks, imagine breaking up after a year or more...But I can't deny the pain. I was really happy, and we were working...
I don't even want to act anymore. It's all linked to him. I've rehearsed most of my scenes with him.
"Yeona?" I don't reply and wait for Jimin to go on. "I think we should get up and do something. Let's get your mind off of this." I shrug but let Jimin help me up. You can have a shower and borrow a t-shirt or something.
I nod and grab the first clean t-shirt in his drawers before walking like a zombi to the bathroom. I undress and hop in the shower, taking my time under the comfort of the boiling water.
I let the water run as I crouch down, arms wrapped around my knees.
"Before we both get too attached..." So he didn't get too attached? Is that it? He got out of this in time? Is that it?
And those tears again. I still have some? They get lost in the hot water and I cry silently.
"Yeonaah? Are you okay?" I jump at the sudden call from reality.
"Yeah. I'm coming." I reply through the door, wrapping a towel around me and drying my hair which I tie in a messy bun. My eyes fall on the love-mark on my neck. A faded smile appears on my face as I remember two nights ago...Jin was amazing and sweet.
We were so happy. Was he already thinking about ending it all? When he took me places, made my life better and happier, was he already thinking of getting out of the relationship? I sigh and get dressed, pulling on Jimin's t-shirt. I pull on the trousers I wore yesterday and get out of the bathroom.
I walk to Jimin's bedroom and pick up my phone glacing at the screen.
Five missed calls from Babeeeee.
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