We had been at the base for a week now, it was hot, it was dry and it was fucking depressing.
One good thing was that I still had Wi-Fi, it was patchy and slow but the majority of the time it would work. Since arriving in Iran the girls of Little Mix and a certain Ms Grande had kept me entertained. I had a group chat with Little mix and Ariana insisted on texting me everyday.
It was all purely platonic but it was nice to have some friendly distractions from the depression I felt myself slipping into after everything with Toni.
I missed her.
I missed hearing her voice.
I missed just even hearing about her day.
Most of all I missed knowing she was mine.
"Hey Corporal you've got mail" a new Private named Jason pulled me out of my thoughts and handed me a bunch of envelopes varying in colour.
I liked Private Jason he had just passed out of training, he was a kid only 18 he was enthusiastic and diplomatic and took instruction well, he would make a good soldier.
I looked down at the envelopes in my hand.
I hardly ever got mail.
Sometimes if I was away a long time Toni would send me some pictures and a goody box of snacks but this, this was quite a few letters.
On base we only got mail once a week it would collect at the main base before being brought out to us.
I took the elastic band off and looked closely at the envelopes there was 5 of them and I recognised the writing on each of them.
Toni's.
I took a deep breath and placed them on the bed, spread out in front of me
She wasn't letting it go
Did I want to read them?
Did I want to bin them?
I was conflicted.
"Hey Cheryl what you got there" it was Archie he walked in eating a snickers clearly he had got a goodie bag from Veronica.
I picked up the envelopes and waved them at him
"Toni... she sent them" I sounded mournful.
He stopped chewing "Oh"
"Yeah oh" my eyebrows raised.
"You going to read them?" he took a seat at the edge of my bunk.
I shrugged "I dunno man". I really didn't. What could they say that she hadn't already or what could change my mind
My phone beeped it was the Jesy from Little Mix messaging the group chat, I clicked to open it.
Jesy - Well Cheryl looks like Ms Grande put Toni in her place lol🙊
Jade - omg she was savage🙈
Perrie - I genuinely thought they would start fighting on the red carpet
Me - Oh God what happened
What the fuck happened now? Could things really get worse.
Leigh Anne - inserts link Watch this!!
I clicked on the link, it took me to some video from the red carpet from some recent award show I didn't take notice which one. I didn't really give a shit.
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Say You Love Me Again - Choni
RomanceToni Topaz is a popular singer and cheryl Blossom is an army officer and thats all im gonna say...