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Chapter 10

Storm's POV

Lei

I whispered in the air.

Ugghh, i'm such a bastard for letting that happen.

Sinabunutan ko ang sarili habang nakaupo dito sa sahig. Nasa dance room parin kasi ako.

Lei-- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that to you.

Naawa na ako kay Lei at the same time nagagalit ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko intensyon na halikan siya pero naattract ako sa mga labi niya kaya hindi ko na pigilan.

But when I kissed her I felt something wrong in my chest. Its like racing on a track. It was very fast.

That was the best kiss I ever had. I really don't know what's wrong with me but everytime I see her i felt regret and guilt. I really don't have a single clue on why. But I felt the urge to protect her, make her smile and laugh. AGAIN

"Alam mo kung gusto mong masagot yang katanungan mo. Bakit hindi mo siya habulin. Nasa rooftop siya ngayon" sabi niya

"Malay mo malaman mo ang mga sagot diyan sa mga tanong mo" dagdag niya pa.

Umalis narin siya. Lingid sa kaalaman ko ay sinunod ko ang sinabi niya tumakbo ako papuntanng rooftop dala ang sappatos niya.

Nadatnan ko siyang nakatayo sa edge ng rooftop. Kinabahan ako kaya tumakbo ako palapit sa kany at yinakap siya patalikod.

"*snifff* ba---bakit ka--ka--ailangan mo pang bu--ma--lik *snifff* t----tahimik na ako eh. Maayos na ang lahat *sniifff* eeksena knanaman"

"Lei I'm sorry"

"For what? For kissing me *sniiff* or for hurting me *snifff*"

"For hurting you, i have no regrets for kissing you. I don't know why but I liked it"

Inilayo ko sya sa edge ng rooftop. Humarap nadin siya sa akin at yumakap sabag hagulgul sa iyak.

"Lei--- I'm sorry for the things I have done to you in the past. To be frank I am regretting it all right now. I realize that losing you means losing my everything. Lei I know that you want to take it slowly. But Let's start again. Not as lovers but as friends. I want us to know each other. To know the real us. Cause as of now I see a different Lei infront of me. Is it okey?" Tanong ko sakanya.

Ewan ko pero feel ko yun ang unang hakbang sa pagsisimula namin. If all of this ends either it would be a happy one or a sad one atleast we get to know each other before we let each other go.

And if we did we can still remain as friends, as colleague.

I want the best for her. Because she deserves it.

"I---ts o-o-okay with m-mee" sagot niya.

Pagkasabi niya nun. Yinakap ko sa ng mahigpit at hinalikan sa noo.

This will be a new start for us. And a second chaance she has given me.

I promise Lei I would make you Happy again. Even IF we can't be together in the end.

Leirra's POV

Ewan ko kung bakit ako pumayag. Sguro ito narin ang tamang oras para magkaroon kami ng closure. Maybe this would help me move on from my past. OUR PAST.

Sa ngayon nandito parin kami sa rooftop, nakaupo kami habang siya nakaakbay sa akin. Somehow I felt safe in his arms.

We remained in that position until the bell rangs signaling the student, well for those who have classes, that it's already lunch.