Love Assistant / Venable Fanfiction

Chapter 8 - Cosmos Alert

*Venables POV*

When I finally come home from work, I feel extremely confused. On one hand I feel sorry for y/n because I kind of ignored all of her flirting. On the other hand she was right, it made me feel uncomfortable. But it also made me feel seen, wanted and extremely aroused.

I let myself fall down on my couch and turn on the TV on a random channel to distract myself from my taunting thoughts. After only a few minutes my eyes wander from my television to the box that she gave me earlier. I haven't opened it yet. I don't need to open it to know what's in there. At first I wanted to leave it at work. Show her that I didn't need such a thing, but something inside me pushed me to bring it home.

I shake my head. No, Wilhemina. You don't do such things... I think and try to concentrate on the documentary that runs on TV. After a few minutes of watching I realize that I stare at the TV without actually listening to what is being said there or even what it is about.. My thoughts circle around y/n. About what she said to me. She wants me. In a sexual way. Maybe she even likes me. She didn't even try to conceal it, she told me straight away. 'You didn't respond to my flirting', that's what she actually said, word by word. I can't help but wonder how it might be, being sexually involved with a woman. All sexual experience I've ever had was being pounded upon ruthlessly and penetrated dry, impatiently waiting for the man to finish. With a woman it would definitely be different...what would she even do to me? This is so unlike me... For fuck sake...

I stand up and walk towards the kitchen counter, doubting each step I take to where I placed the box. With a deep sigh of anticipation I open it. The box contains exactly what I thought it would. A high performing vibrator, for simultaneous penetration and external clit stimulation, like it says in Kinero's current catalogue. Jesus Christ, what am I doing?... It has a light purple color which I appreciate the consideration. Next to the toy was a little card, carefully folded. I frown before I open it.

'Dear Wilhemina, I am glad you decided to try this little technological wonder that our engineers came up with. After all, the well being of our customers is the final goal, but we should ensure the same for our employees first. xx y/n'

I take the paper close to my nose and I realize that it smells like her. She has this perfume that I can't quite describe, but it erupts a warm feeling inside me. I shiver, put the card aside and look at the toy. I shouldn't do it. Or should I? Fuck it! Before I can think about it any further I take the toy and walk into my bedroom. I get out of my clothes and lay into my bed, the toy next to me on the mattress. I look at it skeptical and push the power button. It was set by default at the highest speed and it almost pops out of my hands. Oh Lord... I rush to change it to the minimum and it gets very quiet. I never used something like this but I imagined it to be louder. I touch the tip with my finger and feel an intense vibration. Something in me tells me to stop, but that image of y/n pops into my head again.

Her mouth was so close to my ear that I could feel her hot breath and smell her perfume. Her front softly pressing against my back. Once I recreate the scene in my mind, my hand finds its way under the sheets and between my legs, in no time. I gasp in surprise at how wet I am. That's the third time today... That's the point where I decide that there was no turning back.

I put the still vibrating toy under the sheets too. I carefully let the tip slide up and down my slit, gathering some of my wetness. When it comes in touch with my most sensitive nub there's an intense feeling that I would never be able to describe. With my eyes shot wide open, I grab my breast to take hold of something, while my hips subconsciously jerk against the toy. I look at the little buttons on it and see that it is just the lowest setting. God.. and it's already the most stimulating thing I've ever experienced.