Love Story ⤿ Chenji

14.

    - Chenle

"Mark do you think that Jisung likes me" I said and Mark rolled his eyes

"again you're asking the wrong guy I didn't even know Donghyuck and me were dating until three months into the relationship" I laughed

"Yes I remember that was not pretty" I said and he shuddered

"he's still upset about it and holds it over my head sometimes" I laughed 

"anyways enough about you this is about me" I said and I saw him roll his eyes

"Just ask him out at this point" I frowned, that is not good advice

"I flirted with him I called him bro what more do I need to do to be sure" I said and Mark just shrugged his shoulders

"I asked him if he wanted a lift to the party but you know what he said" Mark sighed "Sorry Jeno is going and he offered me a ride" I scoffed

"Isn't this the same Jeno that made you cry like where is the stability" I yelled and Mark chuckled

"Chenle calm down and sit" Mark said patting the spot next to him

"I just wish I knew how he felt" I said and put my head on Marks shoulder

"give it time" he said and hugged me

"yah Chenle stop trying to steal my boyfriend" Donghyuck said walking in and me and Mark laughed

"he's my son" I said and pet his head 

"Anyways Jaemin is coming soon with Renjun and the rest of the people should be here in like an hour" Donghyuck said looking at his phone 

"Hyuck do you think Jisung likes me" I asked and he looked up

"oh god not this again how many times do I have to tell you just ask him out what is the worst that could happen" I frowned, my friends all gave terrible advice

"I'm gonna go lie in a bed and re think all my life choices get me when something interesting happens" I said and walked out

Mark came an hour and a half later and asked if I wanted to play beer pong, there was nothing else to do and maybe I would get to see Jisung

"Hey Mark Jisung is here he and his friend said they'll play so now there is even teams" Jaemin said showing us Jisung and Jeno

"yay Jeno" I muttered 

"did you say something Chenle" Jaemin asked and I shook my head

"Anyways now that we have even numbers let's play" Mark said

"I'll stay with Jeno since he doesn't know anyone" Jisung said and I rolled my eyes

"Donghyuck your with me" Mark said and Donghyuck smiled and hugged him, of course he would pick Donghyuck

"I'm going with Jisung" Jaemin said and grabbed ahold of him

"Okay then Chenle your with us" Mark said

"My son Mark" I said and walked over to him, I was glad I was on his team because Mark was good at this game and I really wanted to beat that bitch Jeno

"does everybody know the rules" Mark said and everyone nodded

"Okay scissors paper rock to see who goes first" Jeno stepped up and him and Mark played, Mark ended up winning

Throughout the whole game Jisung and Jeno were very close and touchy, I didn't like it. They were acting as if nothing had happened, Jisung was acting as if he hadn't hurt him and he was ignoring me for him

In the end our team won, and it felt good but not as good as I had hoped it would feel. Mark and Donghyuck said they were going to the kitchen and asked if I wanted to come, I said yes because I didn't want to watch Jisung with Jeno

I was listening to Mark and Donghyucks conversation when I saw Jisung and Jeno walk into the kitchen, he looked at me and then turned around, bitch

I watched them talk and saw Jeno leave, I thought I should at least go and say hi so I started walking towards him and he looked at me before he disappeared. I scoffed and walked out to try and find him but ended up running into my friend Shotaro

"Chenle hey how are you" he said hugging me

"I'm great buddy how are you" I said hugging back

"yeah I'm doing pretty good" I smiled

"oh did I tell you that Sungchan asked me out" he said and my eyes widened

"oh my god congrats dude" I said and hugged him again

"so how has it been with you any love interests any interesting occurrences" I frowned

"have you been speaking to Donghyuck" he laughed

"I might of seen him before and he might of mentioned a little something" I rolled my eyes

"don't listen to him there is nothing interesting happening in my life" he sighed

"right I totally believe you" he said and I laughed

"hows school" I asked trying to change the subject

"don't try me" he said and I laughed

"aw come on let's not talk about that tragedy let's go back to you and Sungchan" I said hugging him and he sighed

I saw Jisung walk past with Jeno he looked up at me and we locked eyes, his eyes looked regretful and sorry and I just wanted to cry and hug him. I looked down and saw him holding hands with Jeno, huh I guess I know why he's sorry

I think he saw that I noticed because his eyes widened a bit but then he disappeared, I guess that's it, that's why he didn't want to speak to me anymore, because he didn't need me

"Chenle are you listening" Shotaro asked and I snapped out of my thoughts

"yes yes of course could you just say it again" he laughed and repeated what he said

Jisung didn't want me. He didn't choose me. He only used me because he was lonely, I meant nothing to him.

"oh Chenle there you are" Renjun said 

"oh hi Shotaro" He said and Shotaro hugged him

"Jisung said he's sorry but he can't make the sleepover" I frowned

"right sorry I forgot he's too busy with Jeno" I muttered and I saw Renjun frown

"Chenle don't make assumptions" he said and walked away

What does Renjun know anyways it's not like he and Jisung are close, right?

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