Kiss Me Kate

Broken

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

"Thank you Scottland, we hope to see you soon!"
Michael shouted into the microphone.

I just sat there on the sides of the stage. Another song about me. What was Harry going to do know? He already freaked out last week.

*FLASHBACK*

"Hey love."
Harry walked in his dressing room and kissed me on the cheek.

"Hey Harry."
I sniffled. I was still crying from the song. It was beautiful. But I can't be with Luke.

"What's wrong?"
He gave me a worried look.

"Why is everyone giving me that look today!?"
I snapped. Harry stepped back but straightened up.

"Your crying Hun, I'm just worried, is that okay?"

"Yeah, sorry."
I sighed with an apologetic look.

"Did you here the song Luke wrote?"
Harry scoffed.

"The one about me?"
I looked up.

"Yeah! The nerve of that guy, I bring him on tour and he writes a song about my girlfriend."
He ran his hand through his hair in an angry manner.

"I liked it."
I put my head down and away from Harry.

"What?"
He looked at me like I just told him his mom cheated on his dad and died.

"I liked it. Nobody has ever written a song for me before. It was sweet."
I blushed

"Yeah if Ashton wrote it! Not your ex boyfriend singing it on your current boyfriends tour!"
He snapped.

"It doesn't matter who wrote it!"
I snapped back.

"Yes it does! Now I didn't want to do this but I don't want you talking to Luke any more. Got it!"
He yelled.

"Well then you've got another thing coming. I will still talk to Luke and the rest of that band and you will be okay with it because they are my friends and you can not tell me how to talk to!"
I yelled with a sassy and bossy tone.

Harry looked a little shocked, I guess he didn't expect me to react like that.

"Fine. But if I even think anything is going on I'm kicking 5 Seconds of Summer off of the tour!"
I snapped and stormed out of the room.

Well that went better than I though.

*FLASHBACK OVER*

All the boys came running off stage. I hugged Ashton and then Mikey and them Cal. Luke walked off somewhere. Probably to avoid Harry.

"That was a great show guys!"

"You think?"
Ashton asked.

"Of course!"

"Lucifer needs to stop writing sappy love songs. They are killing our vibe."
Calum laughed.

"Hey I like them!"

"Well yeah, they are about you!"
They all laughed and I just blushed.

"Oooooo Katie's blushing!!!"
They all teased me and poked my sides. I kept laughing and letting out little screams until there was a tug and my arm and I started being pulled somewhere. I flipped my head sound to see who was dragging me across the entire backstage and it was...Luke?
We entered a room, I think it was 1D's dressing room, and since they were on stage the room was empty. I turned around to look at Luke and the moment I did he gave me a huge hug.

"Where did that come from?"

"I don't know? I'm just so happy and I really felt like hugging you."
He turned away and I saw a few shades of pink on his cheeks. Awe, he's blushing!

"Well I'm glad your happy. And I loved the song."

"You did?"
He blushed again.

"Of course!"

"You know it wa-"

"Was about me, yeah. That's why I loved it."
He blushed again, that boy must be the brightest pink ever now.

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After a minute of just standing there, we sat down and talked and laughed. It was just like kindergarten. I missed this. But Luke said he had to go, I didn't want him to, but I understood.

"Hey! Don't I get a hug?"
I shouted before he walked out.
He chuckled and came up to be and rapped me in his arms. My head snuggled into his chest. I could stay like that forever.

"Well, well, well, what do we have going on here?"

We turned and saw all the one direction boys in the door way.

"Harry we were just hanging out calm down. Luke was leaving and I gave him a hug." I assured him. He looked like he was going to explode.

"Kate I want to talk alone, boys give us a minute."
He snapped with a sneaky grin on is face.

They left and Harry paced back and forth.

"He's gone, all of them gone! I'm kicking them off of the tour!"

WHAT!!!

"Harry nothi-"

"Don't sit there and act all innocent! Because I know it wasn't nothing!"
He barked.

"Harry please!"
I was on the verge of tears.

"Look.....if y-you keep them on tour, I, I will stop talking to Luke. Just you and me, just like you want it."
He stopped pacing and looked at me in complete shock. I can't imagine not talking to Luke. I love him. But I am doing this for him. And the guys. Okay. Bye Luke, I love you.

"What?"
He practically choked out.

"If you kept 5 seconds of Summer on tour and stuff, no more Luke. Just us."

"Promise?"
He gave me an unsure look.

"Yes."
I practically held back.

"Okay, they can stay."
He breathed. YES!

"Thank you!"
I sighed with a huge amount of relief.

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* Luke's POV*

4 days later

"What did I do Mikey, she won't even look at me!"
I sat on the floor.

"She has been avoiding me and not talking or even acknowledging I exist!"
I curled up I to a ball and started to cry.

What did I do? She broke me. Again.