This is love? (Braeden Lemasters)

(Chapter 24)

braeden perspective

Another day and another city, since what happened with that guy, me and Kate have not had intimacy, I know we can't because of the bus and stuff, but I think she doesn't feel comfortable when we get to that point, I just want to Give her time to make her feel good and comfortable, now we were going to a cafe near where we were going to do the show, Kate was coming a bit distracted, I made her and put her hand with mine, she looked back and smiled at me
-what happen dear?-
-just thinking a little-
-well, thinking a little, you could kill yourself, and I would be left alone-I said pouting and pulling out a fake tear, she looked at me and out of nowhere she hugged me, I stayed thinking a bit and hugged her back, the boys They were walking ahead, I felt like I was sobbing
-hey hey, what happened? -
-I love you so much Braeden-
-I love you too Kate, why are you crying? -
-I just don't want to lose you Breh, you are a special person for me, you are my favorite person, please do not get bored with me and leave me-
-but why do you think that kate? -
-That's what I was thinking now, my father, my mother and my grandmother left me, I don't want you to leave me too, I haven't wanted to be intimate with you because I feel disgusted, not from you, from me, I don't want you to leave me alone for not having sex-
-I am not going to leave you for that love, I understand you, I want you to feel comfortable and determined when we are going to do it, I will never get bored of you, you are the love of my life Kate, I never told you that because I only assimilated everything what we have been through, you are my great love Kateryn, I always wondered "is this love?", now I realize that you made the sun rise in my heart, "Let the Sun in" I wrote it thinking of our love, simply I love you so much-with all this she cried more in my arms, I think I was wetting my green swether, well that did not matter
-You are so sweet to me Braeden, I do not want to lose you- she looked at me and drew the tears, she leaned over to me and we kissed, I held her by the sinure and she put her arms on my shoulders, hugged me again, a short hug and We shook hands to continue walking, we arrived with the boys and sat at one of the largest tables since there were several of us
-Hey dude, did you spill on your swether? -asked Cole laughing
-It's only water, I was drinking and I know I'm silent-

(...)

There were twenty minutes to go to the stage, I was a bit nervous, with the boys we were behind the curtains waiting for the time, I felt someone hug me for the sintura and I turned around, as soon as I turned around I pressed a kiss on the lips
-I hope it's a good show breh-hug me and I lift her
-Thank you for your wishes love, I love you-
-I love you more-
-Will you be among the public? -
-Yes, it will be one of your crazy fans in love-
-Guys we already have to leave -said Dylan approaching us
"Okay," I answered and left Kate on the floor
-I'll go, I'll be watching you from the public-he kissed me on the cheek and left, he really loved that girl, Kate was the reason why I felt complete with myself

kate's perspective

I went to stand in front of them and they started with "Treacherus Doctor", they were full of energy which they transmitted to the fans, they all jumped and sang the song, I was very proud that they are fulfilling their dreams, I remember when they said they wanted to be musicians and tour the world

10 years ago, October 13, 2009

the boys had just played "Boys Don't Cry" in the basement of Cole's house, I was in the brown chair next to Cole's record player, Braeden came running to me and threw himself on the couch
-How were we? -
-Very good Brea-braeden smiled at what I said and looked away
-Guys do you think we will continue to be friends in the future? -asked Dylan sitting on my other side, in the corner sat Cole
-I think so, when we go on tour Kate will accompany us, right Kate? -Asked Cole, I nodded with a smile
-I think we will tour all over the world, they will create fan accounts about us or make videos of our beginnings, woah that is very crazy to imagine- said Braeden looking at the ceiling imagining his future, without a doubt I have the faith that they triumph in music
-Crazy to imagine but possible, I love you guys very much -Dylan said giving us a smile
-we too-we answered and gave each other a group hug

Present

What a beautiful memory, everything was so great when we were teenagers, it still is, I paid attention and Braeden was just starting to sing "Let the Sun in", I felt many mixed feelings when listening to Braeden sing, he looked me straight in the eyes and with a smile, I smiled back, I loved this boy so much, he was everything I love in this world, I don't know how I would live without him, it was the reason for the smiles in the morning and the butterflies in my stomach, he was also the great love of my life, I finished singing and everyone applauded
-Hi guys, I just wanted to tell Kate that I love her very much, in case you did not know, she is my beautiful and unconditional girlfriend, Kate goes on stage! everyone shouted and clapped, I put my hands on his face and did it to me to kiss him, this kiss was so full of love that it made me feel complete, Braeden made me feel complete, he was my home