This is love? (Braeden Lemasters)

(Chapter 35)

I woke up to the rays of light that came through the window, I was completely comfortable and I felt safe, I felt Braeden's body attached to mine like two pieces of puzzle that fit perfectly, I turned to look at him, his eyes were so cute, they were hazel green, his smile was the prettiest I've ever seen, he brought his hand to my face and caressed my cheek, put a lock of hair behind my ear, smiled at his action
-Can we go through the years? -
-What do you mean by that Breh? -
-I would like to go through time every moment between us, it would be great-
-I think so-
-kate? -
-mhm ...-
He approached me and kissed me, it was a slow kiss but with passion, he wanted to convey to me what he felt, his feelings, we separated because the oxygen between us was not infinite, but we joined again in a sweeter and more beautiful kiss, his lips They had a sweet taste, he was like that
-I love you so much Kate, if one day you get bored you should tell me, I would understand-
-what are you talking about?-
-I have known you all my life Kate, I can see through your lies, if you feel bad you should tell me before this ends in another memory-he knew, he knew that the end was coming, somehow I always avoided it but I could no longer,
-Why do we run from so many things? -
-I don't want this to change-
-We wear out over time Braeden, it's not like when we were seventeen and just started a new love, you don't spend anything with me anymore and I stay home alone-
-I can change that, let's just try again, just one more time Kate-
-I have to let you go Braeden, you can find new people, a girl who you love madly and who makes you happy-
-That girl is your Kate, because you tell me all this shit, after last night, last night I felt for the first time that it was not just more than sex, I felt different, because now you come with all this-
-I still felt it like that Braeden but this can't go on, we'll only get hurt more-I put on my clothes and started grabbing my things, he tried to stop me but couldn't
-Here, someone else deserves it, you could search the sea and find someone who really loves you Bre-I gave him the promise ring and he looked at me with his eyes flooded with tears, just like mine, I loved him Of course I still loved him but this already made me feel uncomfortable, our whole story had already closed the page
-Please kate, don't leave me, I know we can improve in all this, I love you, you are the woman of my life-
-I don't think so Braeden, you have to love someone else, everything is already undone-
-time, I care, don't leave it please, I don't want this to end like this, did you fall in love with someone else? ..., just tell me the truth-
-no ... I still love you but ...-
-but?-
-But no longer in the same way, no longer as before-in this he broke, I did not want to be so hard with him, after all we had had so much love for eight years, I would always love him, but not like before, always I would keep in a piece of my heart but I just had to move on-
-And now what do I do with my broken heart Kateryn? I can't just pretend that there was nothing between us, we were going to have a son Kate! We were going to get married! This is just shit-
-I know but I couldn't avoid it-
-Do you remember when we felt the only ones alive? I love you? The evenings with kisses in between, the coffees in the morning or talking about our future until four in the morning, you can't throw everything away
-Well, I already did braeden ... take care and be happy, let's just let all of this go-

I woke up, everything was a dream, I had a cold sweat all over my body, everything felt so real, I saw next to me and Braeden was not, but what the fuck, was that true?
-Hey sleepyhead, I brought you a coffee, I went to the supermarket to buy the missing things-
-God for a moment I thought everything had been real? -
-It was real, what exactly? That I am the most beautiful in the whole world? -She said making a pose of muscles and sitting next to me, I laughed at her action
-a nightmare, of you and me-
-tell me how it was-
-I wanted to leave you and you did not want to, I said in the dream that I no longer loved you in the same way and that our love had worn out, it was very real, it felt very real, it broke your heart and I felt very bad for That, I really thought that it had been for real-his face changed instantly, now he looked at something sad to the ground, I caught his face and looked him in the eyes, I just kissed him, I needed to feel it, I wanted to know that this dream was not real , we parted and he looked at me with a smile, now he gave me a short kiss and pulled me to his chest and stroked my hair
-Sorry you dreamed that-
-Okay, this lets me know it's not true, at least you're here-
-I will always be here for you kate