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Beyonce's P.O.V.
I know she's no good for me...My friends and family tell me to let her go daily. But how can I let go of her when she's the one that I crave. She's the one that my heart longs for. She's the one that my body lusts for.
I've tried to break it off with her before. Her lifestyle is hectic and full of drama. But I knew what kind of woman she was when I met her. She was a criminal, she used women for sex, and she was very violent. I knew she was bad...I knew she was poison...
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"Where were you, Onika?!", I yelled as she came stumbling into our home after midnight. She had clearly been drinking. I was tired of her bullshit! But when you're in love you put up with things you shouldn't...
"Bey....Why you gotta yell?! You know I told you I was hanging with Drake and Wayne tonight. So what's the problem?", she foolishly asked.
"You also said you wouldn't be long! And you also told me last week that you would stop hanging with them niggas! All they do is get you in trouble", I exclaimed.
"I can't turn my back on my boys! Especially Wayne! You know he took care of me when I didn't have anybody else", she said.
Onika was abandoned by her mother the day she was born and she's not really sure if her father even knows she exists. She ended up in the same group home as Wayne and Drake. Wayne started selling drugs and being involved in other illegal activities. And he decided to bring Onika and Drake into the madness...
"Onika, Wayne is the reason you're always in trouble with the law! And I can't keep bailing you out every fucking time you, Wayne and Drake get caught up in some illegal shit", I told her.
"See...This is why I never wanted to be in a relationship! You give a female a title and she thinks she owns you! You don't fucking own me, Beyonce", she yelled.
"You know what?! I can pack my shit and let you go back to being community pussy then, Onika! I can't do this shit with you anymore", I exclaimed.
Whenever I would tell Onika I'm leaving her she would instantly snap! She charged at me and I ran into our bedroom and locked the door.
"Bey! Open the fucking door! I'm tired of you threatening to leave me! I left every hoe I had alone to be with you! So don't you ever fucking say you're leaving me! You hear me?! Open the damn door now", she yelled while banging on the door.
"Leave me alone! I hate you", I cried out.
"I hate you more! Fuck you", she screamed.
I laid in bed, holding on to my pillow crying. Onika and I lived in an one bedroom apartment so I heard her walk out of the front door. I looked out the window and she was pulling off in her car. I went back to bed and cried myself to sleep.
