The Unordinary (Cameron Dallas fanfic)

Chapter 23

(Cameron's POV)

I walked into the guys house and threw my keys onto the counter and immediately grabbed a beer from the fridge.

"What's the matter bro?" Nash asked.

"Nothing." I spat.

"There's something wrong, i can tell." Nash said.

"Fuck off Nash." i said venomisly.

"Just trying to help." Nash said as he put up his hands in surrender.

How could I be stupid enough to lose Alleyah again? Once i get my hands on Clara she will be fucking dead. I ran my hands furiously through my hair. I couldn't stand being away this long from Alleyah. Yeah not very long, it's been 2 hours but every second without her seems like a century to me. Funny to think about a year ago, I didn't get attatched to anyone. But from the first moment I meant Alleyah, I couldn't seem to stay away. I love her and i'm going to fix every thing in my will.

"Hey i'm coming over whether you like it or not." I sent Alleyah.

I grabbed my keys and ran out the door. Feeling stressed yet again, I took in another cigarette into my mouth. Each puff I felt more and more relieved. I made it to Alleyah's house and I already know she's going to slam the door in my face. But she won't be able to resist being without me for long. I walked up to her porch and knocked on her door. She look tired, her hair up in a messy bun, wearing sweat pants and from what I can tell, also wearing my sweatshirt. But she still managed to look perfect to me.

"Go away Cameron." Alleyah said closing the door but I stopped it with my foot.

"We need to talk." I said. 

"No Cameron, every thing was said and done earlier." She said.

"I need to fix everything alright? I can't let everything go like this." I said as I inched closer to her face. My lips were almost on hers but she suddenly pulled away.

"Your stuff is up stairs." She said as she looked down to the ground.

"Yeah?" I said.

"Packed up." She gulped.

"Alleyah no, you know I have no where to go. You can't do this to me." I choked.

"I'm so sorry." She said, seeing the tears fall from her big brown eyes.

"Why are you doing this? We can work this out." I pleaded.

"I'm sorry Cam, but we need some time away from each other. I'm sure the guys will take you in. They'll understand." She weakly smiled.

"But I love you." I said.

"I love you too, i don't think i'll ever stop. But this is for the best." She exclaimed.

How could she do this to me? She knows i have know where else to go. The guys won't probably take me in; afraid of getting in trouble by my parents. I walked up the stairs and grabbed my stuff. As I walked down the steps with my gatherings, i seen Alleyah slumped down against the wall, with her head on her knees sobbing. I sat my stuff and went over to her.

"You know you don't have to do this." I said.

She just shook her head and scooted away form me. Giving up, I got my things and walked out the door.

"Goodbye Cameron." Alleyah said.

"Bye Alleyah." I said as I took one last time to look at her. Well I hope it wasn't the last time. 

I put all my things into my suv and got into the drivers seat and just sat my head on the wheel and actually sobbed just as Alleyah just had done. I had never cried like this since I thought Alleyah was gone. I don't know what's worse, having her actually gone or not having her and seeing her with someone else that deserves her. That's the thing. I don't deserve Alleyah. She deserves someone so much better. But im so selfish and I only want her to have me. 

(Alleyah's POV)

I love him so much. I can't believe im doing this. It's eating me away inside the way he looked at me when i told him he had to leave. He looked like a child just seeing their mother slowly die. I felt awful. But I have to put my foot down and so he learns that he's wrong. 

I heard another knock at the door. I swear if it's Cameron I am literally going to slam the door in his face this time. But when I opened it, it was Meghan standing there with her make up all messed up.

"Meghan what's wrong?" I asked.

"Y-you were r-right." She said inbetween sobs.

"About what?" I asked.

"Nash." She said.

"What do you mean?" 

"When I went over to his house, I seen him with l-leah." She stuttered and then continued, "and i think y-you can guess w-what happened."

I took her into my arms and cried with her. We were both hurt from people who we loved the most. 

"Why are you crying?" She asked.

"I made Cam leave." I said trying to prevent more tears from slipping out.

She didn't say anything. Probably knows I didn't want to talk about it any longer. We both went onto my couch and we laid into each other, sobbing into each other's arms. 

(Cameron's POV)

I waited for her to step out of her house, knowing she'll be leaving for a party as she does every Friday night. As I seen her walk out of her house to her car, I ran up behind her and covered her mouth.

"I fucking hate you Clara." I spat.

She was trying to scream and take my hands off of her mouth. Finally I let her speak, but I still kept a tight grip around her wrists.

"You know you love me." She deviously smiled.

"No i want you fucking dead." I gritted my teeth.

"And you know you never would, you're too afraid and you actually have feelings for me. What i did for you was a favor. You don't need to be with an ugly bitch like that." She laughed.

And with that I heard enough, I put my hand around her neck and started to squeeze.

"Cameron stop." She tried to say.

I couldn't believe i'm actually going to kill her, but she killed mine and Alleyah's relationship, so i needed to kill her.  After i felt her last breath I let go of her and looked at her lie lifelessly on the ground.

"Bitch." I said underneath my breath.

I ran to my car to get out of this place as soon as possible. I then realized what I have done. I am going back to the Cameron Dallas every one knows and fears. But there's only one place that i'll never change back. And that's in Alleyah's arms. 

A/N: sorry it took me so long to update. I've been busy with school and tennis started up. Don't kill me I know this chapter was bad. please vote!

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