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I don't want to meet you

I don't want to see your face
it's so familiar, but still so strange
A thousand memories are rushing through my brain
like the blood through my veins

That well known anger is building up
I don't want to see you now
My thoughts are spinning all around
The fear is clinging in my bones

I'm not ready to see you
But still I can't let you go
Please, please just leave me alone
You were never someone I could call home

I want to run so far and fast
i can't meet you
My heart hurts so bad
Help, i'm a mess

I'm not ready to meet you
Please let go of me
I can't help falling into the deep hole
Falling into the deep panic

My leg is moving, my heart is racing, my thoughts are spinning, my fingers are clinging
I don't want to meet you

Home. I want to go home. Let me go home
I feel like I'm all alone

The train is stopping and so I wish my heart did
I feel so alone
Please, please let me go

There you are, standing and smiling
And I'm not even trying