Lovin him always (completed & not edited)

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I sat behind the desk working over invoices and outvoices for cars,and dealing with inventory of what would be needed ordered when Gemam rushed in about scaring the shit out of me.

"Abel's gone" she says

 I jumped up the best a five month pregnant woman could and I took off to my car before I hightailed it to mine and Jax's place.

"Maxine" I called 

I heard muffling so I took off running towards the sound where I found Maxing tied up and gagged I got down and removed the gag before I used my knife to cut her binds.

"what happen?" I asked

"some brunette woman came in telling me Jax gave her consent to have Abel" she says

"fully describe her" I tell her as I helped her up and took her to the downstairs bathroom when the others and Jax rushed in.

AMoret" Jax called otu

"laundry room bathroom" I called out

"she had short brown hair, hazel eyes, about five foot six really slim"she says

"SON OF A FUCKING BITCH SHE'S FUCKING DEAD" I yelled

"what's wrong what happened?" Jax asked

"tara kidnapped Abel" I replied

"what?" he asked

"she came in here and tied up maxine gaged her and took Abel after telling Maxine that you gave her consent.Gemma came over to pick abel up and she couldn't find him so she came to the office and told me I took off and came here found maxine and she just told me." I replied as I walked passed the others and grabebd some bullets as well as my gun but Jax came and took it from me.

"give it back I'm gonna murder that fucking bitch" I say

"No you wont. I will go and get her and get our son back. you have to trust me" he says

"I want my baby" I say and all but collapse had he not tossed the gun and shit to opie and caught me.

"I know I want him to" he says as he went down with me and held me in his arms,

I started to have panic attack thinking of thinks that she'd do with Abel. 

"hey calm down ydont stress you or our baby girl. let me handle her and get Abel back ,you focus on her and yourself. don't need you in the hospital having her way early" Jax says as he held my face and had me look at him.

"Please do everything and anything I don't care what you do. get our son back Jackson please" I begged and pleaded as I sobbed.

"I promise you baby I'll do everything I can do in order to bring him home," he says

I sobbed in his arms as I feared for Abel's life.

"you have to calm down. I know you are scared and worried but please calm down and let me do what I need to" he says

I nodded my head and lifted my head wiping my eyes before Chibs walked in with a rag and handed it to Jax to wiped my face down and got me to calm down.

"Listen to me ok. I will find her and let ma have her. and trust me ma will make her regret ever being born" Jax says

I nodded my head as I worked my breathing down to normal.

"there you go baby," he says before he caressed my face and kissed my cheek.

He got up and helped me up.

"I know how to find her" Juice says speaking up

"How?"

"Jax will have to play as though he's single, and let talk it be spread around till it reaches her and when she hears it she'll come after him so they along with Abel will be a perfect family," Juice says

"Do it I don't care just get him home" I tell Jax

"wait remember you put a tracking device on her phone and car when you were with her to keep track of her in case someone came after her," Tig says

"YeaI remember. Juice get that shit pulled up now" Jax ordered

Juice took off out of the house to his bike and left.

We all headed back to the clubhouse and Gemma took and sat me on the couch and she was briefed on what happened

"I'm gonna cut her fucking tits off," ma says

"She can have her once I get her. till then wait with Amore when I call and let you know or show back up then you'll be informed of where we put her."Jax told ma.

"fine" Gemma says

the guys head to church and talk about everything since Juice tracked her location.

"we will keep you from being stressed out again and having a panic attack" Ma says

"I nodded my head as she wrapped me in her arms and held me close comforting me and telling me assuring words.

the guys came out and we stood. Jax came over and kissed me.

I'm going after him now with a few others. it might take a few days so don't stress and keep yourself occupied" he told me

"I can't go home I'll be looking for him." I tell him

"then you and ma go home and have a girls night or three," he says

I nodded my head and kissed him

He kissed me than my stomach before they left.

"wanna take me to the hospital so we can make sure princess Teller is still doing good?" I asked

"Yea hun let's go," Gem says as we headed out to her Suv and went to St.Thomas. where I was checked upon and so was princess Teller.

After they told me that she was fine that nothing was wrong I breathed a sigh of relief before Ma and I left heading back to work where we distracted ourselves before we headed to her place and she fully distracted me.