I'll Pick You Up When You're Down // Kellic

A Little Note

This isn't a chapter, and it is a little personal so if you don't want to read this then I'll hopefully see you soon.

To be honest I'm hesitant to put this story to an end; it's become such a prominent part of my life.

I started this approximately 3-4 years ago and it's been crazy because I know for a fact that some of you have been here since the beginning. (Thank you)

And thank you for sticking through my complete lack of realism for most of it, the damage was already done and I cringe just thinking about it, but you know, I've grew as a writer and I'll only continue getting better.

This story has been with me through everything. At the beginning of this story I was relatively mentally sound.

Throughout the time of this story -you might be able to piece this together from the tiny author notes.

I've battled depression, suicidal thoughts, self harm, anxiety, panic disorder, schizophrenia, and mild OCD over this time. You've been with me as I've been diagnosed, you've been with me as I was hospitalized in the mental health ward. You've been with me in through my lowest parts of my life and honestly speaking you guys are my main outlet of the support I need.

I no longer self harm, this story marks the beginning and the end. My panic attacks went from being around 4-5 a day to maybe one every couple months :)

Although none of these things are gone completely, I've been coping and dealing with it. Some days are tough, but I know exactly what I want in life and I'm not going to leave this world without doing everything I've ever dreamed of.

Yet, I can honestly say that I'm okay.

I'm okay.

I'm okay, now

Trust me. *Que Frank Iero*

I have purpose. I've never been happier in my life.

Just know that everything will be okay in the end. Find your passion and never let it out of your sight. You may or may not know this but I'm currently in the process of making an album.

At the start of the story I was in school, I was getting good grades and was in basically every single sports and extracurricular activity ever, I even had friends...kinda.

Now I'm a high school dropout that dreams of being in a punk band. (It's original, never been done before)

On a lighter note, when I started this story I was 'completely straight' (yeah right, look at me now past me) One exception: Frank Iero *cough* what? *cough*

But yeah.

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU AND MAKING ME HAPPY WHEN I WAS SAD AND LEAVING LOVELY COMMENTS AND JUST BEING SO NICE WE'RE LIKE ONE BIG LITTLE HAPPY COMMUNITY THAT LOVES EACH OTHER.

If you want to see more of me then I do have things

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